Wednesday, November 21, 2007
waiting for u..Decisions Made
Today i was supposed to meet Carina for work but i did not turn up because i had stomachache. I felt terrible so did not go for work. However i still need to go out to bpp to help my sister return the overdue by 3 days VCD. Sianz.
I waited for her to leave for school at 2 but she keep delaying and in the end we went out at 3=.= On the way out, my sister told me actually she skipping school. Her lesson should be at 830 in the morning but she lie to us that it is 12 den she lie again saying her lesson was push back to 330 and in the end she told me actually there is no lesson!!! Wa i nearly go mad lo. So worried that she will be late and i rush like mad then tell mi actually she lie to us. What worse is i had to help her lie to my mom so that she won't get scolded.
Anyway because of her lies, we went to bpp together and we went to shop. Ha ha we went to MOS Burger to eat then in the end spent around an hour in bpp. Therefore had to lie that i visited library that is why i spent an hour in bpp because i don't shop alone. Ha ha!
OKAY I'M JUST COMPLAINING =]
I had made 2 decisions.
1st ~
I had decided to go poly next year. I do not know if i have made the correct decision but i
believe that i will lead a happier life in poly bahx. Erm because lesser academic stress? I dunno la but i only know that i will be very stress out if i continued studying in JC. Also i cannot make sure that i will get a good enough results in A-level to go to a good University. If i go to University like SIM i believe my dad will hate me bahx because the school fees there is very high. Ha ha but i realise that actually poly is also very expensive. But since my dad also encourage me to go poly i think he won't mind bahx.
I think my family really think that i am very stress out studying in JC because all of them are encouraging me to go poly. Moreover my dad even bought me a digital camera as a reward for me promoting to year 2. This reward is the first reward i ever receive from my dad for results.
2nd ~
I had decided to not to continue Carina's work because i realised that it's not my cup of tea.(sorry Carina!!!) shall not elaborate the details... since i had 'rejected' the job i will now try to find other job which i would like. Ha ha =]
Since i had decided to go poly i shall now start to find job and start to work to buy more clothings and a nice bag! Now i am very very poor!!!
7:24 PM;
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pReSeNt
``to pass all my modules
``to be love by everyone
``to be able to survive in poly
``my rashes to recover
fUtUrE
``bubu to be always here
``to find a good job after i graduate
``to have my own room
``have a own study table
WaNtS
``a lasting bag
``to buy shoes
``to buy jeans
``to buy nice shirts
``have a hair cut soon
``to have gathering every once a month[at least]
``sing songs
``shopping
``movies
``chalets
``overseas trip with darings and friends
N .::[aDoRe]::.
``I love white colour the most
``I love my family
``I like being alone when i'm tried and moody
``I love watching korean drama
``I love to cry when i feel like it
``I like watching stars
``I like to soak in water when i'm unhappy
``I like listening to soothing songs
``I love it when my mom say it's okay
``I love when my friends were there for me when i needed it
``I love to slack with my darlings
``I love talking with my sister
``I love chatting with alicia as though we had not seen for years
``I like sunny days when i'm sad
``I love rainy days when i'm at home
``I love it when u say i'll be there for u
``I love we study tgt
N .::[hApPiNeSs]::.
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N .::[BeLiEvE]::.
``everyone is born and everyone matters...
``one will find one's happiness one day...
