My new blog welcome!!! Ha ha. I cannot find a right skin so shall make do with this first i will change it once i find a nice skin! Haix recently a lot of things had happened. My sister had an operation a month ago causing my whole family to be in a mess and during that time I'm rushing my project work. At that time I'm really tired out and irritated easily. I had to rush down to hospital everyday to take care of her as i am worried that she might be scared and not feeling well. At then i felt really lost. I cried almost everyday because i cannot help worrying for my sister, seeing her suffering makes my hearts breaks. What worse is, i cannot show that I'm tired, worry, and sad in front of my family. I cannot cry in front of them. I cannot let my mom worried for me, cannot let my sister knows that I'm breaking down. At that time i was thinking what bad things had we done? BUT i had no answer.Luckily now it is all over my sister had almost fully recovered.

After my sister incident something happened to me. I started to drop hair very drastically. Now my hair is getting lesser and lesser everyday. Everyday i woke up to see my bed with my hairs, no matter where i go, as long as i was there before, the ground will be fill with my hair. When i wash my hair, the dropped hair i saw on the floor is almost equals to a normal person hair drop for a week. I am really scared that not long from now my holes hidden within my hair will be visible. Even though I'm really scared, i did not show it out as my sister and mother are already very worried. I'm scared and i feel like crying but i cannot cry in front of them. Sometimes i wonder why is all these happening? To see how strong i can be? I cannot take it anymore! I had went for injection a week ago it was so painful that i cried! It is the first time i cried when having injections. I had never fear injections as it always happen very fast but this time round, I'm really scared. I had over 20 jabs directly on the holes i do not want any of this jabs on me again! I went ahead for the injections because i was dropping hair at a very fast rate and i thought the injections could stop all these but i was wrong it did not stop dropping. I really do not want any of these injections again!

I was thinking my hair drop, my stomach always feeling discomfort, is all this a symptoms that i may be sick? I dare not think much. . .

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Yesterday, i went to my sister boyfriend house to see my dog and i had so much fun! The dog went mad when he saw me, he keep standing up and running to me. When I'm playing with him he nearly spoil my sleeve. Ha ha i think he is too bored being alone at home so that is why he got so excited when he saw us! He so poor thing got skin disease den cut his hair until very short then he look so funny but he's getting better already. Miss him hope Nic can bring him over more often!

Cheer up and be strong!

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``161cm]]
``43kg]]
``4 jUnE 1990]]
``17 yEaRs oLd]]
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``FuLL tImE PoLy StUdEnT]]
``DEPM / FT / 1A01]]



pReSeNt
``to pass all my modules
``to be love by everyone
``to be able to survive in poly
``my rashes to recover

fUtUrE
``bubu to be always here
``to find a good job after i graduate
``to have my own room
``have a own study table
WaNtS
``a lasting bag
``to buy shoes
``to buy jeans
``to buy nice shirts
``have a hair cut soon
``to have gathering every once a month[at least]
``sing songs
``shopping
``movies
``chalets
``overseas trip with darings and friends

``I love white colour the most
``I love my family
``I like being alone when i'm tried and moody
``I love watching korean drama
``I love to cry when i feel like it
``I like watching stars
``I like to soak in water when i'm unhappy
``I like listening to soothing songs
``I love it when my mom say it's okay
``I love when my friends were there for me when i needed it
``I love to slack with my darlings
``I love talking with my sister
``I love chatting with alicia as though we had not seen for years
``I like sunny days when i'm sad
``I love rainy days when i'm at home
``I love it when u say i'll be there for u
``I love we study tgt

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``everyone is born and everyone matters...
``one will find one's happiness one day...