{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Monday, December 10, 2007
waiting for u..

rejection is difficult but i did,
confession is tough but i had done it before,
choice are hard to make but i did,
obstacles are a lot but i have pass much of it,
alone is terrible but i have live through 17 years,
truth are hurting but i can take it,
unfairness is hurting but i can take it,
life is tough but i have lived through 17 years,
separation is depressing but i had survived it,

Looking back, i realise that I'm quite a strong gal. When my family meet with problem i accept the challenge and deal with it. I listened to her quietly for i did not know how to comfort her. I had put on a brave front forcing out a smile in front of them in order for them to not worried for me. I cried in silent in fear my family will know. I acted calm when the operation is on. I broke the news to her knowing she will be devastated. I comforted my mom and sis when they nearly broke down. I held back my tears before them because i must be strong... I had cried before, be it alone or in front of others; laugh before, be it real or fake; so i will continue to live strong. I had went past much but there are still much more tests that are waiting for me. No matter what happen or whatever terrible that is waiting for me, i will survive. Because i believe that i will grow for each obstacles that i made pass. i will grow stronger to make pass each and every setbacks or problems until the day when i find my happiness.

12:37 AM;

N .::[pRiNcEsS]::.

``jAnE oNg]] ^^
``161cm]]
``43kg]]
``4 jUnE 1990]]
``17 yEaRs oLd]]
``sInGlE]]
``FuLL tImE PoLy StUdEnT]]
``DEPM / FT / 1A01]]


N .::[tHe GlAsS sHoE]::.

pReSeNt
``to pass all my modules
``to be love by everyone
``to be able to survive in poly
``my rashes to recover

fUtUrE
``bubu to be always here
``to find a good job after i graduate
``to have my own room
``have a own study table
WaNtS
``a lasting bag
``to buy shoes
``to buy jeans
``to buy nice shirts
``have a hair cut soon
``to have gathering every once a month[at least]
``sing songs
``shopping
``movies
``chalets
``overseas trip with darings and friends



N .::[aDoRe]::.

``I love white colour the most
``I love my family
``I like being alone when i'm tried and moody
``I love watching korean drama
``I love to cry when i feel like it
``I like watching stars
``I like to soak in water when i'm unhappy
``I like listening to soothing songs
``I love it when my mom say it's okay
``I love when my friends were there for me when i needed it
``I love to slack with my darlings
``I love talking with my sister
``I love chatting with alicia as though we had not seen for years
``I like sunny days when i'm sad
``I love rainy days when i'm at home
``I love it when u say i'll be there for u
``I love we study tgt
N .::[hApPiNeSs]::.

~07s17]]*
__07s17__
__FeLiCiA__
__sErEnE__
__sU cHeNg__
__yUn Yu__
__ZhAo LiAnG__

~dArLiNgS]]*
__aDeLiNe__
__cArInA__
__ChArLeNe__
__KeNnY__
__pAuLiNe__
__ShIrLeY__

~DEPM / 1A01]]*
__debbie__
__fAdLi__
__hiu ting__
__jOaNnE__
__NaDiAh__
__ReBeCcA__
__xIu BiN__



N .::[wIsHeS]::.




N .::[BeLiEvE]::.

``everyone is born and everyone matters...
``one will find one's happiness one day...






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