Today after i bathe my mom ask me to eat the pig liver, i hate it but i have to eat it. Then she ask me to bring the rice wine over, she help me apply. When she applied she was very shock to see my hair condition. And i think she freak out and ask me go check yun nam website. I was thinking ha u finally know how much emotional torture i am going through. Then i went to tiong bahru to the yun nam centre there with my mom. We had a scanning done and i was freak out when i saw the scan. The scan looked horrible man! But the price of the treatment was most shocking part! 26 session for $5500!!! After some discussion the amount we have to pay is around $4700. It is a lot lo and the worst part is that my dad refused to pay for it. He say they are cheating our money so don't go there get cheated. And my dad said don't care about me le. So i have to pay the whole amount by all myself! I was thinking why is my father like that. Everyone is blessed to have their parents but having my father is like nothing to be proud of. I have been dropping my hair and my parents doesn't seem to know how much i suffer emotionally. But at least when my mom know about it she is very anxious but my dad did not even bother to show some concern for me! Why do i have this kind of father! After i paid for the treatment i will have no more money in my account, not even a single cent! Sometimes i really hate him lo! When we need money for urgent and important things he would complain complain and complain. It is okay if he give but he normally won't give la! sian. Dun wanna talk about it anymore.

I just hope that this year would be a better year for me...

``jAnE oNg]] ^^
``161cm]]
``43kg]]
``4 jUnE 1990]]
``17 yEaRs oLd]]
``sInGlE]]
``FuLL tImE PoLy StUdEnT]]
``DEPM / FT / 1A01]]



pReSeNt
``to pass all my modules
``to be love by everyone
``to be able to survive in poly
``my rashes to recover

fUtUrE
``bubu to be always here
``to find a good job after i graduate
``to have my own room
``have a own study table
WaNtS
``a lasting bag
``to buy shoes
``to buy jeans
``to buy nice shirts
``have a hair cut soon
``to have gathering every once a month[at least]
``sing songs
``shopping
``movies
``chalets
``overseas trip with darings and friends

``I love white colour the most
``I love my family
``I like being alone when i'm tried and moody
``I love watching korean drama
``I love to cry when i feel like it
``I like watching stars
``I like to soak in water when i'm unhappy
``I like listening to soothing songs
``I love it when my mom say it's okay
``I love when my friends were there for me when i needed it
``I love to slack with my darlings
``I love talking with my sister
``I love chatting with alicia as though we had not seen for years
``I like sunny days when i'm sad
``I love rainy days when i'm at home
``I love it when u say i'll be there for u
``I love we study tgt

~07s17]]*
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~DEPM / 1A01]]*
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``everyone is born and everyone matters...
``one will find one's happiness one day...