I think i have a sudden mood swing now=x. Heart feels so stuffy... maybe cuz of PMS or cuz of the show that I'm watching now, spring waltz. Nice show though.

It's the 2nd day of March. i have wasted 1 year, 3 months and 2 days of my life doing something which will forever become a part of my memory. Some people tell me that 1 year, 3 months and 2 days of my life is not wasted but is a accumulation of experience; some say at least u have make more friends. Right i have spent the past 1 year making new friends[my classmates and some PJ friends] and it cause pain when things end during January. I din think that it will hurt so much when i have decided to leave but it does. But now i doubt we will still keep in contact. They have been living their own life and me living my own life. Ya that's how things goes i guess. Only impt ppl will be rmb. I guess I'm just a passerby in their life who will be forget as time pass. Now online also won;t chat, soon we will be like stranger... ha so stupid spent 1 year doing such a insignificant thing. Like i say a part of memory which will be in part of my heart somewhere. Which might need time to dig out if i look back 10 yrs later...

I'm still waiting for my package for poly enrolment details which i have yet to receive. I'm worried, scared and uncertain. It's going to be a brand new lifestyle, brand new environment, brand new friends which i have to start knowing. REG la make me scared... say what poly ppl very "yin xian". Backstabbing is common. and what esp. got my course[competitive course] must be careful dun be cheated. Make friends must not take them seriously. That would be so tiring. Can't be myself...

Bx said i very stupid. That time sec 4 thinking if i should go JC, when I'm in JC then thinking if i should go poly. HA. Should have just went to poly during sec 4 that time. Ya stupid me... Now I'm 1 year behind.

anw I'm going for squash on wed=] Hey gal dun change timing agn k? like visiting my bubu like that. keep pushing back... wait bubu dun rmb u ar?! LoL.

I dun want to waste my time anymore. I hope sch starts soon. I will den not have so much time to think too much... anw gal thx for the chat=]

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``4 jUnE 1990]]
``17 yEaRs oLd]]
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``FuLL tImE PoLy StUdEnT]]
``DEPM / FT / 1A01]]



pReSeNt
``to pass all my modules
``to be love by everyone
``to be able to survive in poly
``my rashes to recover

fUtUrE
``bubu to be always here
``to find a good job after i graduate
``to have my own room
``have a own study table
WaNtS
``a lasting bag
``to buy shoes
``to buy jeans
``to buy nice shirts
``have a hair cut soon
``to have gathering every once a month[at least]
``sing songs
``shopping
``movies
``chalets
``overseas trip with darings and friends

``I love white colour the most
``I love my family
``I like being alone when i'm tried and moody
``I love watching korean drama
``I love to cry when i feel like it
``I like watching stars
``I like to soak in water when i'm unhappy
``I like listening to soothing songs
``I love it when my mom say it's okay
``I love when my friends were there for me when i needed it
``I love to slack with my darlings
``I love talking with my sister
``I love chatting with alicia as though we had not seen for years
``I like sunny days when i'm sad
``I love rainy days when i'm at home
``I love it when u say i'll be there for u
``I love we study tgt

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~DEPM / 1A01]]*
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``everyone is born and everyone matters...
``one will find one's happiness one day...