Wa I'm so irritated sia! I'm having my dinner then that stupid old women say my dog pee. Then what can i do but to stop eating and go wipe the pee. Cuz bro watching TV can't be disturb and mom watching Korean drama can't be disturb too. And my ah ma hands are plated with gold can't wipe. Whatever. I'm like a maid la! Then when i washing the mop smell an awful smelly smell which i think is my ah ma clothes or she let out air agn. I just dun understand why can't she be more civilise. Not let out air while eating, Not using her oily hands to hold the common spoon and also not throw the bones on the table and not wiping it away after she eats... Ya maybe she is taught like that. Old women le what can i do but to "ren". I can't possibly tell her off what. After all she is my "zhang bei". So i can't only try not to eat with her; either eat before she eats or after she eats. But sometimes i eat too slow she will come join me... I hate to eat with her. Perhaps i just dun like her. The whole person. If not for her, our house won't be so cramp and my parents also won't fight cuz of her. I hate my father's bro whole family too. The fat cousin who thinks that she is very clever and pretty. Her fat mother who only know how to "pau" that old women. And the fate father[my uncle] who only know how to sit in the air-condition room and take salary and doing nothing. I dun understand why my dad still need my uncle to work there when he is not doing his job. I simply dun understand why does this kind of people are in the world for? To bully other ppl? To make other ppl feel small?

Sometime i hate my brother too. Keep irritate me when i had do nothing which offend him. Sometime even i try to show him concern he will only step on my effort. Sometime all i want is to just spent 1 hour in HIS room to watch a show but he won't even allow. Ya maybe he is the prince in my house that's why he got all the best treatment; air-con and nobody will scold him. Laptop to play his games while i can only use the dying com. He can watch SCV for all he wants but i dun even have 1 hour to enjoy when he's around. I have to give in cuz i dun wanna to quarrel with him le. I'm sick and tire of it. That's why i envy Carina cuz she is like a princess in the house where even her father help her to do stuff[some only]. Whereas for me i can't even get my dad to buy me food when I'm hungry but when my bro call he will definitely buy for me. HA. I duno how to cook so i can only eat maggie which causes my hair drop now. Sometimes i really hope i can stay outside with friends? or even alone... But i dun have the ability to do so...

``jAnE oNg]] ^^
``161cm]]
``43kg]]
``4 jUnE 1990]]
``17 yEaRs oLd]]
``sInGlE]]
``FuLL tImE PoLy StUdEnT]]
``DEPM / FT / 1A01]]



pReSeNt
``to pass all my modules
``to be love by everyone
``to be able to survive in poly
``my rashes to recover

fUtUrE
``bubu to be always here
``to find a good job after i graduate
``to have my own room
``have a own study table
WaNtS
``a lasting bag
``to buy shoes
``to buy jeans
``to buy nice shirts
``have a hair cut soon
``to have gathering every once a month[at least]
``sing songs
``shopping
``movies
``chalets
``overseas trip with darings and friends

``I love white colour the most
``I love my family
``I like being alone when i'm tried and moody
``I love watching korean drama
``I love to cry when i feel like it
``I like watching stars
``I like to soak in water when i'm unhappy
``I like listening to soothing songs
``I love it when my mom say it's okay
``I love when my friends were there for me when i needed it
``I love to slack with my darlings
``I love talking with my sister
``I love chatting with alicia as though we had not seen for years
``I like sunny days when i'm sad
``I love rainy days when i'm at home
``I love it when u say i'll be there for u
``I love we study tgt

~07s17]]*
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~DEPM / 1A01]]*
__debbie__
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__hiu ting__
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``everyone is born and everyone matters...
``one will find one's happiness one day...