my memories...

2008-08-31T08:08:00.000-07:00

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2008-08-26T16:25:00.000-07:00

Today was construction paper.
It was a relatively manageable paper.
Left only material paper now, the paper is on Thursday.
Going to study later...

Just watch the show "it's a boygirl thing"...
Haha it's a nice show=]
had a great time laughing.

This week had been a hectic week
been busy studying and some problems here and there.
Family had been arguing over money,
financial issue again...

many things is going on in my mind while i studied
working society, money, houses, and many many more...
thinking of issue that will happen on years later...
stupid me.
I was just thinking -
maybe it's not that easier...

thinking back a lot of things happened
and many of them had already became part of my history
and will always be part of my memory...

2008-08-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

Just had a shower. Just now was watching the PM Lee's speech=] I think it is quite interesting 'conversation'. Somebody may think that I'm Siao but seriously i think it is quite nice Lol. If i have time i think i will sit down and watch the entire live. Lol. He said," We can't only copy other people, we must know what we really actually want" and "dui zhen xia yao". After hearing these words, it like erm how to say. It a very simple logic what it is difficult to apply in reality be it in working society or just simply in school... Shall not elaborate on it.

I did not go library to study today. First i was lazy, second it's raining, third i do not want to study by myself outside... So i met Charlene for lunch at Cafe Cartel. The student meal there is so cheap la! I spent like only 4 bucks on my lunch! Haha thanx for telling me the cheap offer. I believe I'm really a very stingy person. LOL. Then after lunch went her house to study. Watch one episode of "shao nian yang jia jiang" with her then started studying. So all in all i only managed to study like 2 hours at most=.= Okay Nvm=] I still have time=]

After that went meet da jie foe dinner, Haha at cafe cartel again... initially wanted to eat delifrance de but she lazy to walk up=.= so we ate cafe cartel. I ate crispy pork ribs, not bad. However i did not finish because she is in a rush to go back as she's very tired. So after dinner went to borrow VCD and buy some stuff and we went straight home.

Then rest a while started to help my mother finish her pile of work on the table[the metal parts thingy again] So tired la. I watch TV programmes and do the work at the same time Lol. Finished one box in 2 hours like that then started on second box. But did not finish and we stopped cuz my mom is super tired and can't continue. Later study a bit then tomorrow can help my mom do the work again=]

2008-08-20T23:19:00.000-07:00

Today just had my LAW I paper. The paper was not as difficult as i thought it will be. Studied so many law case[over 60 plus cases] but only came out like less than 10 case law la! Moreover how is it possible to complete 6 questions within 2 hours, when one question[case study worth of 6 marks] must write around one page long! So i did not manage to complete all questions, quite a disappointment. Though also a lot of people did not manage to complete but still a bit sad.. However i do not think i will fail bahz... pray hard.

Okay now I'm left with construction and material to study. Must study hard because all my classmates like very hardworking. Every time i online and saw their nick will be scared one lehz. Some of them still stay overnight to study in school la!

Tomorrow mother going out so she won't be cooking. So I've decided to go library to study. Think going to Jurong East library study. Need to get use to being alone =]

To do list after exams:
1. Pack my room
2. watch dramas!!!
3. develop photographs
4. buy photo frames
5. buy study desk
6. buy shelves
7. meet up with friends!
8. hopefully can find a part-time job for my one month holiday..

should i go for prom night? Stupid girl troubling over something which you should never do...
be myself !

2008-08-17T16:45:00.000-07:00

So tired of studying LAW! Have been studying for days but i just can't finish studying. I have not even started memorising la! Damn! How can i do well like last term!!! Left 2 more chapters~ Fight on!!!

Went through pictures yesterday from the past few years. My hair was once so thick and long!!!

haiz my hair now is so short and thin. Waiting for the day where my hair will be long and thick and strong again!!!

2008-08-14T23:03:00.000-07:00

This is the first time i still feel so lost one day before a exam. Hope tmr will be fine. IT! Hope the question will not be too difficult and is open book... only 3 hours, hope i can finish them in time!

Okay design and drawing was fine, at least i managed to finish the paper. Except that i did not write the dimension for one of the drawing... I think i can pass bahz=]

Met Bing Xiang after my paper, i was shocked that he still recognised me. I thought he won't recognise me since kenneth did not recognised me that time. He did not change, still look as ____[haha hardworking?] Lol. Luckily he did tap my head when he saw me if not he will get it man. I hate it when he tap my head[cuz feel like a dog]. I bought a big and visible key chain on that day for my thumb drive which is very small. Lol. Slacked all the way then met sister for dinner. Haha she treat me to ajisen!!! Yummy!

Okay today i went charlene house to study. I thought it will be productive but it is not as productive as i thought it would be. Think next time i shall go library and study myself=] Lol

Okay now i'm very very scared cuz i feel so super unprepared man!!! Someone please help me! I duno how to prepare since this subject can't be studied. Hope what that i have learnt is still intact in my head or memory!

2008-08-09T17:55:00.000-07:00

Yes! I have finally completed my IT tutorial 7. So happy!
I did it all by myself!!! Feel so happy=]=]=]

Later then going to start my Law revision! JIA YOU !!!

2008-08-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

Aye aye!

Today is National Day Eve but i do not have any celebration, causing me unable to go for gathering=[ sad. i miss the gals and s17!!! Shall meet up soon. Hmmm after my 3 weeks of exams, then this semester will come to an end. Faster get over it and done with. Next semester no more law!!! YES! Haha that is like the toughest module la! Shall chiong for all my modules! Hmmm shall start tomorrow. They are coming over next saturday for ah ma birthday celebration. Damn cause their 'arrival' means i cannot study in peace! Sianx why my place out of so many people.

Today was a suay day. The first thing in the morning my notebook crash again. It's like the fourth time already la! Moreover there is a pattern to it, it crash every month sia. who can be more suay than me?

Yesterday went pizza hut with joan, huihui, baoling, lingfeng. They ate their lunch while i ate garlic bread for $3.40. What an expensive bread! Then went to meet charlene for lunch at pastamania. So all in all i spent over $10 for just lunch. I was quite sad and disappointed when I came to realise that we will not be able to go for holiday together because of the timing. However we are still young confirm will be able to go for holiday together one fine day!

Then we went to popular because charlene wanted to buy reference books. Thus I walked around at CD area and books. Felt so 'qing song' at that time. Suddenly i have the feeling -- being alone isn't such a bad idea after all. Having a house of your own, able to decorate it the way you like, having it simple yet cosy. Everyday after work can go to a home i own myself, have the feeling of cosy and warmth at home. Have my own working space, own kitchen, own study/work room. Everything i decorated myself. Whenever I'm free and go shop CD shops, furniture, clothes. Going for a SPA if i feel stress, going to Gym. Watching sunset, enjoy breeze by the seaside. Whenever possible meet up with friends(high tea session). Haha okay I shall stop dreaming=]

Thinking of all this will make me feel somehow happier and motivated. Though I know it is all too perfect that it seem almost impossible.

After this 3 weeks of exams, this semester will be officially over. I shall find a part time job during that one month holiday. Shall study hard! Hope I can fare well like what i did that time. Just that it seem much harder this time round. Nevertheless I will still work hard de!

I must start to study this weekend (must really keep to my words.) because they are coming over for celebration next Saturday. This means i cannot have peace day to study. Maybe i should go out to study? Haha but it's her birthday. Sianzzzzzzz

I will start my revision from Law, follow by drawing, construction, IT, material. Hope it will not be too late... Shall start after i finish my IT tutorial 7 tomorrow...

^^Nice right?

I have came a long way, but there is a long way ahead waiting for me...

eventually I will walk to the end, where my story will end...

sometime it wonder why, it has already been 18 years...

2008-08-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

So what if i complete my portfolio and assignment earlier than others. I'm still going to hand up late. WHY? Just because i have no printer to print my work. WHAT THE HELL! Ytd stayed up late to try to print the portfolio. After printing the assignment, realised that my printer have not much ink left so i decided to print the next day after buying new ink. Today went to buy new ink after school. Spent $30 for nothing because my printer spoilt already. Totally sian diao...

So try to ask friends to help me print but i think because my portfolio too long, 42 pages, so everyone tell me duno got enough ink to help me print anot. =.= Shouldn't have done so much huh?! Never mind i shall take Joan's suggestion, tomorrow go school tell teacher then go print. Who can be more suay than me?

2008-08-01T12:09:00.000-07:00

haiz. Quite irritated ytd after design and drawing. I never thought this kind of things will happen to me in real life! I hate it! Today IT lesson was a waste of time. I had no idea what the teacher is talking about! I dun wanna fail my IT module! ARGH! test are on 12/8 and 15/8... then exam are on 20/8, 26/8 and 28/8...

2008-07-27T02:08:00.000-07:00

have been feeling moody for no reason lately. started to drop hair again. hope everything will be alright. Sad when you did not recognise me on friday when i recognised you straight away. Material presentation is finally over which means PEACE from now onwards. Going shopping with charlene tmr!

2008-07-20T12:02:00.000-07:00

my life is full of unexpected stuff. Whatever that happened seem like a drama. It's something that you will only witness in dramas. Never did i expect my life to be like that. I only hope for a normal life. I dun want to live everyday with unexpected things waiting at my doorsteps.

Maybe it's karma. That's what she told me. Seeing her cry really breaks my heart. Sometimes i really wish that my mom will keep quiet in times like this. Whatever that came out from her mouth is piecing through her heart. Nothing is easy so stop saying things that sound so easy to you. U will only hurt her more. Do u get it anot?

I duno what u want. I dun want her to know the truth cuz it will hurt her. But i dun want her to be sad and hurt.

2008-07-19T13:26:00.000-07:00

Watched The Dark Knight ytd with charlene. Nice show but not a good environment to watch. Someone keeping giving out gas during the show la! Feel like killing that person...

A lot of things happened and i do not know where to start with. Okay there's m family prob which is causing my crazy but i shall not elaborate here. Then my friend's prob. Hope she had made the right choice.

I hate him. He's so irritating. Hello got comments then say la. Ask u for comment u say anything u all decide. Then when teacher commented you said u also thinks this way. If that's how u feel say it out to us la. So asshole la only dare to say in front of teacher. What u want? U want teacher to think that we deliberately do not want to use ur suggestion ar? Oh please la. Stop acting so childish and grow up. Please stop all these xiao dong zuo la! U asshole!

I really hate ppl who kai kong tuo zhi piao. When ask everything say can without confirming if it's true or not. Then last minute tell us everything cannot. If you cant promise what u say den dun promise us. ARGH! I Dun Like This Kinda Ppl!

2008-07-12T15:42:00.000-07:00

had a nightmare ytd so ended up din sleep well. slept at 2am wake up at 1130am. slept for so long but it feels as if it has only been a few hours...

feeling quite lousy this few days, i also duno y... it feels as if there's a big rock on my heart, making me having difficulty breathing... i really hate this kind of feeling...

i realise having a blog can't really express myself. i cant possibly write out how i exactly feel here cuz some things are too private to blog it here. think i will post less frequently from now onwards... but i will keep the blog alive=] i will still post occasionally...

i have learnt a new word... aye aye. heard that it's a kind of greeting. cuz of that 2 words make me so embarrassed la! anyway to hou ji:

HAPPY 18th BDAE !

2008-07-07T18:58:00.000-07:00

why must everything revolve around money?

he's so irritating la

he's not thinking when everything happen right?

or is it just very him to say that

e more i grow e more i dun understand him

no money then stop gambling la

out of 10 rounds normally can only win 1 round lo!

sometimes i really wonder what's going on in his mind.

That's why i wanna earn more money so that next time won't have the some prob

arguing over money...

i thought my family is finally peaceful after so much of arguing

but i believe I'm wrong after what happened today.

sometimes they are really irritating!

sometimes i feel that being alone is like a blessing

money money money

y is money so important?

just spend lesser if u dun have money la

it's not as if u dun have a single cent...

2008-07-07T13:10:00.000-07:00

sian diarrhoea today. though is not very serious i did not go to sch cuz i dun wanna to go to the dirty and smelly toilet in school when i need them. i dun wanna do that since i am using the toilet quite often and also today is a long day. hope wont miss out much.

din go see doctor, just eat some medicine at home since the doctor will also give the same kind of medicine... go see doctor also waste money...

YTD I SPENT LIKE 50 BUCKS IN LESS THAN 1 HOUR AND THE MONEY IS ALL NOT SPENT ON MYSELF!!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT.

2008-07-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

Ytd was really a joke man. Went out for movie, Get Smart is a really nice show. After the show we got lost... Went home using the jin bahar road then went the wrong way, went Lim Chu Kang cemetery route instead of KJE... Then got lost again, went into weird place with a lot of farms and recycle place, came to an dead end so turn back. Turned into Kranji road got lost, saw scarecrow, in the end after all the curvy road came back to the same place. So decided to go back to where we got lost, thought we know the way out le but in the end got lost again. At last came out from woodland that route then got home. Went one big big round. Spent ard 1 hour finding the way home when we got reach in less than 30 minutes... Reached home at 1am after supper. Slept at 2am cuz was still touching up school work...

Got back all 3 papers. I passed all my papers!!! YES! I can't believe that my law is actually the highest among all 3 papers and as expected material paper is the lowest. But I'm quite happy with my results. Materials paper 68/100, construction paper 74/100, law paper 77/100. Ha ha so happy!

Quite pack this week. Tmr going out either with s17[but they meeting at 1pm when i end at 3pm] or da jie to buy shoe. Thusday going out with charlene[everyone seem quite sad/stress after mid year]. Friday da jie bdae.. everyday got program.

Must die die finish experience portfolio tmr...

2008-06-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

say meet online then discuss. Went online no one from my group was there. Some say last minute got work, some got urgent matters to attend to. So nobody bother about the online discussion. feel like an idiot waiting hours for them to go online. F*** la u not free i free ar! assholesssssssss.

I want an break please. break from all these...

2008-06-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

so far so good...

i got back 2 papers

materials and construction

i passed both!

so happy!

Although not high marks

but i'm still happy=]

Went to reformat my laptop today

quite fast.

everything is done within around 2 hours

gastric pain on the way home

so ate dinner the moment i reach home

went papa workplace to print work

only to realise it can't

=.=

but glad that my material report could be recover

dun need to redo!!!

den completed my law homework

although dunno correct anot

tmr school starts at 10am=]

so happy

2008-06-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

Laptop crash again ytd. Nearly went mad when i realised that my laptop crash again! I think I'm the only one whose laptop crash twice la. Some more i bought it for like less than 3 months la! stupid laptop. My project is all inside and now that stupid laptop crash. If i can recover the content in XP then have to redo everything lo! Totally sian...

Because of the crash i can't sleep ytd. Feel so stupid when i did back up or send to my email. Want to redo also can't because all the info is with me... ARGH!!!!

Why am i so so so so unlucky. Monday bumped into a mad women scolding me. then Tuesday laptop crash. Dunno what will happen to me today...

And i think today's presentation suck big time la. Should have done more and pract a bit lo... sianz............

hope Charlene faster finish her mid year so that i can go shopping with her... I need to buy shoe and bag urgently! best if i have money to buy clothing la. But i doubt so... must save money for pressie and bubu medical fee...

2008-06-23T18:52:00.000-07:00

Today's okay

had a new lesson on LAW

going to get back law paper only on week 2

after law is construction

got back construction paper

this is my more confident paper

luckily the results did not disappoint me

i was happy when i saw my results

this is the first time i got such a high marks other than Chinese and maths

74/100.

but after thinking

it was nothing to be happy about

because i personally feel that

scoring for law was better.

never mind shall stay happy for this results

while i wait for my other 2 paper to be given out

i really hope that i do not have to retake any of the papers again

was in much pain today

sometimes i wonder why do i have to go through all these

when not all people need to do so.

but i was happy when i managed to borrow 3 books

dunno why so happy...

lol

i was damn pissed off with that siao aunty

if i can i would really scold back la.

feel like slapping her man

should have retailate when she insulted me

hate her

as if i want it

nobody wants to see imperfect in herself/himself

ARGH!!!!

many disasters had been happening this year

it's really all sorts of natural disasters

wind, fire, earth, water

china temperature is so high that there is what yellow warning

china having flood after the earthquake

American had flood

and many many other stuff...

haix

seem that

things are coming to an end soon

but i really do not want

i have not do a lot of things

have not try a lot of things

sometimes i wonder what if i die suddenly one day

without notice

without finishing things i wanted to do

but kept pushing back

thinking i have all the time in the world

die to regret

live to regret

i want neither...

2008-06-22T19:45:00.000-07:00

Sian school's starting tomorrow... I wonder how I'll fare for my modules. I don't wanna fail any. Hope tomorrow is a better day. Everything will be know at 930am tomorrow when school starts, LAW... Really dread school tomorrow.

Hope bubu will not fall sick.

2008-06-21T16:56:00.000-07:00

YEAH! I've completed all my holiday homework!!! YES! except that Law got some questions duno how to do. BUT at least I've attempted all!!! YES=]

2008-06-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

Ytd managed to complete 2 projects. Super tired after that. I reached school at 830am and left only at 5pm plus. Everyone is super drained when we left for home.

Reached home. Bathed then eat dinner. Continue with my drama, they kiss again. Then do Alicia's card, done with the card after 2 hours plus. So happy with the card that i made. At first intend to drop it in her letter box but too lazy to do so. LoL.

Woke up at 930am today. Planning to bathe then go by Alicia's place to drop the card in her letter box but didn't do so. Cause of laziness... So left home at 1110am for bpp. Reached at 1120am=.= didn't know that the train is so fast at that timing... So shopped around by myself. Went to see the cakes, then went searching for mat[for bubu to sleep de]. Found what i wanted so decided to go back after the lunch.

My lunch set was okay=] Glad that i ordered Set A not Set B cause Set B suckS!!! The surprise was quite successful except for the lighting of the candles which was in a mess. But nevertheless it was alright. Ate the cake and everyone is full of praise of the cake Lol. I'm neutral=] Then took our ice-cream then we went for our photo session. As usual, we took at weird weird place but the outcome is good. I'm now waiting for Adeline to send me the photos we took today.

Planning to save money for photo album and develop some photos from notebook. But first must save money for Alicia, Adeline, da jie and those July babies pressie. Think i have been spending a lot this year. I should start saving up... Anyway i'm determine to finish IT tutorial 4 by tomorrow. I'm now very tired already, shall sleep soon:)
Wanyu I've watch that horror show before already=x

LAST BUT NOT LEST!!! ALICIA SWEET 18th BIRTHDAY! loveya:)

2008-06-14T15:40:00.000-07:00

ytd i received the first rose ever by the "ba"s, and it's the first time i took a nightrider home lol. Miss the last train while catching up in mac. So we took a NR home. Walked super long before finding the bus stop la! The "ba"s din change much except that the guys hair got shorter. Kah mun din change. Lol.

ytd concert was erm... okay bahz. Ha ha. Not much comments=] just wanna thanx my juniors for keeping my instruments=]

2008-06-11T20:48:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of doing things where i dun actually need to do. Should not have gone back to help them, making my own life miserable.

Last pract before concert but everything still in a mess. Scores, not all settle. Duno where to go when musical chairs. Not enough stands. Not enough file. Or if not extra stand... i dunno what to say of them. just ______. Luckily I'm only preforming for first half.

Went to search for my black blouse. Found one but did not buy cuz i still think that i look weird in it... I'm going mad! hope Felicia got den can lent me. Pray that someone will have it...

2008-06-11T00:21:00.000-07:00

I'm so super tired sia. I'm performing for Kranji symphonic Band's 2nd concert- Wind De Brassion 2. Went for almost all the pract since the day i decided to perform. Erm i can still more ar less catch up with the playing. Think adding tmr pract i would be more or less ready for the concert[though I'm only playing for the first half and it's already killing me] They are having a band camp which is ongoing for now, from 9th to 11th. I did not stay but still super tired. Always feel so drain after the pract. I'm half dead now. So tired. Everyday from 8am plus 9am to 1030pm[got some breaks in between] So tired. Hope everything will be okay on that day so that my effort will not be wasted.

I'm so dead la i haven get my black blouse[i tot can borrow from pau but she's going overseas tmr at 6 plus in the morning] sianz. Think i have to buy if i can find anyone to lent me. Anyone got black collar blouse and can fit me can pls inform me so that i dun have to buy!

Tmr is s17 chalet. I feel like going but i duno what's the plan for the CIP on 12 june. OMG!!! I'm going crazy! I haven finish my homework too! I have totally no idea what is the law tutorial talking about man! And i think i lost my drawing tutorial 5 too! OMG! Everything is in a mess!

Having a super painful headache, stomach discomfort and swollen lips too! Tsk tsk.

2008-06-07T17:15:00.000-07:00

Going out on a rainy day sucks! I just hate to go out on rainy days. Anyway still went to meet alicia at Lot 1 for lunch. Ha ha ate pepper lunch, had been craving for it for days!=] felt so contented=] Had a hair cut after lunch. I think i never had hair shorter than now. From primary 4 when i cut my hair short until i started drop my hair, my hair was never short! Totally sian. I now look more boi already sia[and i dun look very girly from the start]zZz. Hope my hair will grow fast fast=]

Today i ran into percy again... with his friends.

Oh ya! To Percy: Pls keep ur phone properly by ur side next time. I dun want anything similar to happen again[like today]. =] i was like HUH? when i saw it okay...

2008-06-05T23:29:00.000-07:00

Went science center today. So sian, the toys sucks and we had to choose 8 each from 1000 pls lousy toys. I nearly gave up while searching for toys that fulfill the criteria. But i did not and we completed choosing the toys at 12pm. Ha ha so happy. Den i went Lot 1 to buy food though initially i wanted to eat there alone[but i gave up as i hated that feeling]. So packed Long John Silver back.

I walked home. It had became an habit of mine to walk home unless i beat tired. And i saw Percy sia. I was quite shock as he had changed. Erm he looks bigger in size, think grew stronger and fitter bahz? Ha ha must have been training secretly man! Lol. Shocked when he said he is going for gym=] Lol.

I have drank all the water that i need for more than 2 day bahz! I had never in my life drink so much water one day...Hope i won't be sick!

2008-06-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

Happy bdae to me! Ha i'm 18 years old already. So old... okay. Today wasn't of much differences compared to the normal days.

Met Zona at 10 at her bus stop den she passed me my pressie. Catch up a while then i went to Lot 1 to meet charlene, adeline[another bdae gal], alicia and carina. Rui Wen is sick[take care okay=]] then wen lin got tuition. I was super early when i reach Lot 1. It was only like 1020 when i reach Lot 1 la. Should have walk there instead of taking bus. So i just walked around the renovated Lot 1 realising how long i did not go there le. Den went buy rubber band and spent like more than 20 mins in the restroom when i not using the toilet. I spent like 20 mins there texting and tieing my hair. Can't believe how i can waste my time. Lol

Den went to meet them at control station at near 11. Charlene was the first to reach after me followed by adeline. Den we were supposed to go pizza hut first to cheack the price but in the end me and charlene got attracted to mondo. So went in see see, when carina reach Lot 1 and saw us at mondo. So we went pizza hut together where alicia joined us a while later.

Today was more like a meet up rather than a celebration. But it was okay la. Cuz i think bdae no big deal too. I had great time chatting with them though they sometimes will chat about JC stuffs but ha ha it's okay la.

Den carina left first at around 1215 for tuition den the 4 of us stayed and chatted=] Then that charlene sit as though she at home sia. So "chu lu" ma. But that not the main thing. I had great time with them although we were only chatting[more on gossip] Lol.

Thx gals for taking out ur study time and celebrate adeline and my bdae together! I love you all! MUACKS!

Den went band for pract[what a sad life sia. Have to go for band pract on bdae]. Okay quite okay la. Time passed by very quickly. So we went home after settling all the stuffs i need to settle with yili and elaine then went home.

What marks the end of my day is perhaps my homework bahx. I just realised that i have homework to be done... Sian i totally forget that we have tutorials to be done!!!
1) IT Tutorial 4
2) Material Report on SP graduation Day[groupwork]
3) Drawing Tutorial 5
4) Drawing Events report[groupwork]
5) Law
6) Construction Tutorial 8 (Safety)
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Ha ha thanx to those who wish me either by phone or in person=] Namely:

~Gals~
`carina
`wen lin
`adeline
`charlene
`alicia
`rui wen
`pauline
`shirley
`zona

~frineds~
`yi lin
`yu bin
`isabelle
`yongsheng
`hou ji
`zhi xuan
`dong tai

~1A/01~
`joan

~07s17~
yun yu
serene
jun hao
zhao liang
percy
sharon
dejin
darren
felicia

not forgetting my family members:
`da jie[jesi]
`brother[pei yong]
`mummy
`daddy!

I love all of you!!! muacks
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To conclude Happy bdae to adeline, yongsheng, angeline, yu bin, isabelle and of course me myself!!!
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okay pressie time!

From 07s17, the winnie which i hug when i sleep=] Lol. Bubu loves it too!

From my sis! Ha ha it was given to me in the middle of night at around 3 plus 4am! I was shocked that she bought me a perfume and the scent(NEROLI JASMIN) that i like. I love her!

From my MUM! Ha ha she so funny. In the morning she was in the lift with me going for breakfast then she took out the hong pau and said,"i have no much with me. So this is ur bdae pressie." Ha ha so cute. Then in the night when after she finished the bdae song she said,"wish that you are healthy forever!" Ha ha i think that is the best blessing ever!

From Zona=] usually meet her like twice per year only. Everytime to exchange pressie. Lol. But still at least we are still in contact! =]=]=]

From dear charlene:) It's her hardwork and i will treasure it. It may be simple but to me it priceless! It was sweet of her to handmade the card for me=] I love you deep deep!!! Ha ha. Hope u enjoy ur trip.

2008-06-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

1) do you wish to do this test?
`nope but since becca ask me to do so i shall do it=]

2) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
`friends always come first no matter what!

3) who is the person i trust most?
`ERM... my sister??? i not sure.

4) do you think you have enough confidence?
`normally no...

5) do you like jay chou?
`erm i like his songs=]

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
`not really.

7) what is your goal ?
to get a good job and earn big money[so that my dad dun have to work so hard]

8) do you believe in eternity love?
`yes, maybe because i have not enter into a relationship before...

9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
`nope...

10) what feeling you love most?
`i like the feeling of being in the water whenever i'm unhappy.
`i like the feeling of the sea breeze blowing at me.
`i like it when someone says," Jane it alright. "

11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
`As long as we love each other, and that he's true to me=]

12) list out 5 best friends of yours? (no rank)
`Charlene
`Alicia
`Adeline
`Carina
`Rui Wen

13) are you lame?
`yup, especially when i'm super tired.

14) what do you think is the most important thing in my life?
`i guess is my family

15) do you love anime?
`okay la. Not crazy for it.

16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
`crazy, soft-spoken, nice, fun and crappy

17) what have you done to please yourself?
`doing things that i like

18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
`the time when i dun have to think, when i dun have any fan nao...

19)what are the things you regretted doing?
`too many to name...

20) what you want the most now?
`i want to graduate soon!!!

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all. :D

1. adeline
2. carina
3. shirley
4. serene
5. zhaoliang
6. yun yu
7. pauline
8. felicia

2008-06-02T15:45:00.000-07:00

Ytd supposed to meet only Yun yu but ya they planned a surprise celebration for me=] Thx so much.

Yy was like bringing me to tour causeway la. Walked quite a few rounds before going into swensens. Tot she was really not hungry so i agreed to walk walk around first before going into swensens. Then when she finally decided to go in, she walked in just like that without waiting to be seated. Then i was like,"eh? dun need to wait for the person th bring us in de mehz? can walk in just like that ar?" then she still say dun nid can just walk in like that. Den she walked one nig circle before stopping at a table with ppl. On second look den i saw dejin they all. I'm totally shocked la. I was like duno how to react sia.

Den yup they bought me a cake and a present[bought by the guys, serene told me]. But we din finish the cake cuz think everyone was full le by the time the cake came in. Lol.

To dejin, darren, zhao liang, serene, sharon, felicia, yy and not forgetting jun hao[who was not there but sent me a bdae wish]:
Thank You all for planning this celebration for me. I was very shocked but happy to see you all! I really enjoyed the time i spent with you though it is just like an hour or so. I love you!!! Oh ya i like the pressie too=] Thanz=]=]=]

Meeting them made me rmb times when we would sit tgt and eat, when we will rush to class knowing we are already late, when we will sleep during some boring lessons, when we quarrel, when we come tgt and plan things, when we celebrate yy bdae tgt, when you all gave me the farewell party when i was leaving and a lot more. I really missed them and i was really sad when i realised that i can't go for the chalet=[ Haiz...

anyway we parted at 3 plus. Then i went vivo alone to return the uniform, nametag and locker key. I saw Wei ting when i went there, she was eating. Den saw Wei ru too[she changed, more ai mei le i tink] Lol. Den Wei ting introduced someone to me when i was like no longer going to work there so funny. Anyway at the same time when i said hi to that guy he said bye to me. WTH so rude. But anyway that's not important since i wont be seeing him anymore. I went collect my pay=] I got 5 comp. pass=] Ha ha so happy. This is my first job and I'm very satisfy with the salary that i earned so far=] Ha ha. yup end of story...

2008-06-01T19:18:00.000-07:00

Watched Narnia already=] very nice!!! Ha ha.

Went for band on Saturday. Stayed from 9am all the way to 5pm. Really miss them! Miss the times
`when we laugh at Sir's joke.
`when we scribble on the scores abt him...
`when sir says librarian i will HUH?!
`when i will always go in the library coming out after a long time.
`when shasha they all[the majors] punish us for our slow movement and for being noisy.
`when we rush back from lunch just because the majors can't be late.
`running to school knowing we are late[normally cuz of pau] Lol.
`how i quarrel with her...

HA HA still got many more... Oh ya the guest player for trombone looks like Bel sia. Stupid la when i went into the music room i saw him then he stared at me. Den i looked back den i tot he's Bel but on second look, like not lehz. Luckily i din ask if he's Bel if not cfm super malu de la. PHEW=x [some says he looks like rk.] Ha ha.

Can't believe my ears when i listen to them playing the pieces. I [PERSONALLY] feels that they are not ready at all. The parts are not polished up, parts not sounding when it's supposed to, din come in at the right time, articulation wrong, not differences in volume when there are...

Not that I'm very good but i can't believe that they are that not ready when there's only 6 pract left...

Their discipline sucks. Sir talk they also talk. Sir have to wait for them to settle down. Wearing shorts, angle socks, slippers. Din stand up when greeting giving excuses that they are sick. You cant be so sick that u cant stand and greet when u can come to school. Majors leaving early [go home change into new clothing] cuz going for concert... What stupid excuses. pls majors be a good role model. If u cant even do that how can u expect the rest of the members to do so...

Okay stop commenting wait they hate me. just hope that u will wake up soon... before the concert.

Saturday wanted to go watch made of honour but no good timing. So in the end kenny, shasha and i was like combing the whole of Singapore for shasha 'dong fang shen qi' posters... Lol.

2008-05-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

I've committed a sin. I lied to my family that i went to Charlene house to study but i did not[i was watching VCD in her house]. For 2 days i told the same lie. Monday and today. Monday wasn't a planned lie. I was really intending to go study with her but we ended up renting VCD to watch cuz we both have no mood to study. So the VCD caused me to lie for the second time which is today. I told my mom that i was going to Charlene house to study cuz i cant at home. But in fact i [tink] realised that i actually studied better at home... WTH!once u started to lie u will continued cuz u have to cover up for the first lie...

Anyway today's paper sucks! I duno if it's because the paper is difficult or that i did studied enough. Which i think is the reason i find the paper difficult. I should not have gone to Charlene's house on Monday in the first place. Then maybe i will be able to study more thoroughly...

It's too late too regret now. No use crying over spilled milk since the paper is already over. So I'm going to study for my law now so that there will not be piling up of regrets...

Maybe in the first place i shouldn't have gone to the bbq... Forget it, it's over...

2008-05-26T23:50:00.000-07:00

Today's paper was okay. Think won't fail bahx=]

Met up with Charlene intending to study but in the end did not touch the notes at all because i just can't concentrate and memorise the notes. So we ended up in laser fair borrowing VCD to watch=.= So we watched one show at Charlene's house and then after eating the dinner it's already 9 plus so i left at 10pm. reaching home at 1030pm and i brought bubu down for a walk and buy supper with bubu for papa. Then bathe everything it's already 1130pm. And now i haven even finished memorising the first chapter la! I only finished the first page of first chapter...

Think i have to stay up late today to study already... Sianzzz. What worst is that i dun even know the structure of the paper. I only know there's a case study and 6 short question[10 marks each sia!] Haix. Wish me luck man

Anyway looking forward to tmr gathering=]

2008-05-26T11:17:00.000-07:00

OMG! I think my heart is going to jump out anytime sia! I'm so super scared la! I dun even have the appetite to eat my lunch le. Studied already but i just feels super insecure la! Pls let the paper be a easy one...

I totally dun feel like going to school la!

2008-05-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

i like this song=]

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

2008-05-25T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hi there. I've finished studying events construction already but i just can't memorise all the fact. Only some are retained in my tiny brain. Hope i can pass tmr. Hope that he din cheat us.. Lol. I study until i wanna siao le. Though he got give us hint on what's coming out but i just can't just read only what he gave us. I will feel insecure. Stupid me take the hard way out when there is a easy one...

I realised ytd evening that i promised Alicia to go back Kranji but i forgot. I'm so super sorry!

I'm so worry for my events materials on Wednesday cuz i have to go for gathering on Tuesday and i duno if i can finish studying for it by Tuesday. Haix should have told Charlene to change to Monday instead of Tuesday... Jia You Jane!!! FIGHT ON! Cuz i know what that I'm going through now is so insignificant compared to other people...

Sometimes i am wondering if i had made the right choice giving up on JC and coming to poly... Up till now the question is still in my mind. But there will be no answer to it. And i can only accept what that i have now=]

I believe that some questions may have no answer to it but it always have a solution to it...

2008-05-24T16:22:00.000-07:00

Ytd was super tired. We went to science center at 8am and we only went home at like 6pm la! We worked for 9 hours full sia! 12 to 1 was our lunch time. Yup tiring but quite fun la, at least our whole class did interact more because of these event.

Okay was quite shock on the way to JEC for lunch when he started talking about blog. Not that i did something wrong but ya just dun want the past unpleasant events to sour our relationship again. We still have to stay tgt as class for 3 years k.

We are starting to be better[or it seemed to be], from what huihui says, we looks as if we are very close... No comment to this statement cuz i duno it's a good thing or bad thing... We haven been quarrelling and the cold war had ended. We are quite polite to each other nowadays. Hope this situation can go on. I will try my best to get along with him[for i still feels weird being with him].

Okay i totally agree with this chinese saying "yua jia lu zhai" for i experienced it myself...

I slept at 2am ytd so i was super tired today. Having super headache now so can't really study cuz i can't concentrate sia!!! Haiz but what can i do? Jia you lo...

2008-05-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

I finally change my blogskin after like so long la!!

Today was very tired but duno why so tired. Went Singapore Science Centre today early in the morning for events experience. Wore slippers there only to realise that we are actually supposed to wear wrap shoe and jeans[formal wear]. Haha today wear 3 quarters so hot le tmr sure die de. Anyway on the way there we witness an accident happened in front of our eyes. 2 cars collided and one of them practically turned [think] 3 rounds on the road before stopping. Then the other car the in front part came off la! But luckily no injuries [i think]. But the impact was quite big. The 'BANG' sound was super loud la! i'm like totally stund when the accident happened.

We were late by 10 minutes and gary called joan telling us we were very late=.= Anyway today super sian la nothing to do. no toys and the weather was HOT! So instead of collecting the toys we went to help Mr Calad to pack the storage room. Haha i really enjoy myself there=] Then went to collect some toys... den go Jurong entertainment center to take our lunch before going back to SP for drawing lesson. Totally sian and felt like just poning la. But we still went in the end...

On the way to school, Joan, ling feng, hui hui and me was like siao le. do all sorts of stupid things and told in all sorts of weird slang... den think the whole class very tired le so everyone like a bit siao in class. den joan and huihui did sth super funny. we recieded it down. I shall update next time=]

first time so tired. So tired that i fall asleep while trying to tear my sweet wrapper...

2008-05-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

Done with considerations and intention to create a legal agreement. After finishing legal capacity then going to start memorising already. So scared le. Siao liao...

Today class was okay but just a bit sian and i feel giddy and have headache the whole day. Think because of the weather.

To Felicia:
Hey gal dun worry too much la. I'm not doing as well as u think I'm doing. I'm just not letting it bother me. Yes I've no problem talking to them but it only goes around studies.. Yes we went out tgt but i somehow in a way or another will be more alone than other. I always seemed to drift away from them and keep myself in my comfort zone. I feel better without them sometimes because i can be myself. Yes i can joke around and play and crap with them but it is not my true self. When I'm with them i have to keep on thinking things to keep the conversation on... OK shall stop here in case my classmates think i dun like them Lol. Anyway cheer up la! U can do it in time to come. U have 3 years and it's only the starting now...=]

2008-05-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

He talked to me. I'm glad cuz being angry with someone is tiring. It just somehow drains my energy away. Xiao hui's bdae on 17/5 [Saturday] so we celebrated with her on Friday, quite already. Have fun at party world. Anyway happy bdae=]

But something bad seem to always happen after something good/pleasant happened. Someone cried in party world. When i got home, my mom told me that they going to send bubu away to stay at Nic's house for a period of time. If he can get use there then let him stay there. I din say anything on that very day.

I cried stupidly when bubu came to me and wanted to play with me. I cried stupidly on the way to work and on the way home on Saturday and Sunday. Tried to convince myself that it's okay[if send him away now at least u will not feel so sad when he's old and ___] but ended up crying more. Text-ed Charlene about it, she comforted me but i ended up crying reading her msg. Wei Ting comforted me too when i told her about it. I teared...

When i watched the trailer of the show "10 promises to my dog", i teared. The worst part is i have to force myself to smile while working when I'm already so sad...

Anyway i have quited my job. Sunday was my last day. The people there were really very nice and I'll definitely miss them. And of course i love them=]

Okay. Bubu haven left yet, so i will have more time with the days that he will be here[since i have quited my job] took pictures of him so that when i miss him i have pictures of him. I really love him=] Hope bubu will not leave here...

Stop being emo... OK happy things.
Firstly bubu haven leave. Second I'm finishing making notes for law until chapter 4 soon. Thirdly i finished the show "wonderful life", i had a good cry. Okay going off.

Wishes list:
1. bubu won't leave.
2. finishing making notes by this Friday and start to study.
3. watch movie agn before May end.
4. my rashes to recover so that bubu dun have to leave.
5. everything to go well...

2008-05-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

Grow up please! yes i wrote that for him. So what?! it's the truth ma. can accept it den too bad la. appeared to accept in front of the class but actually din. What a coward. If u want den rebut la dun complain to others...

Today was super pissed by him. We changed the idea cuz he kept dragging. Until now still din see the globe so we was thinking of excluding it since nothing is done. And guess what he's bu shuang la! whatever la cant find wire. Wire is be buy from almost anywhere. It's the easiest thing to buy la! say what can't find the materials. K fine mayb u really can't find lo.

Den when we were explaining the new concept to him, he totally ignored me when i was toking la! I dun ask for much just act like normal when doing group work. Is it so hard to separate personal matters from school works? Ask other ppl to hand in the Law tutorial but din ask from me when i din know he's collecting already...

so pissed that i nearly broke down when doing e project. Oh please la u think i want to tok to u ar? u think i'm sad cuz u dun tok to me ar? i just find it exasperating that i can do a project properly cuz i can't even convey e msg to him la. Got anything not happy with tok it out la. Come on be a man la! I will definitely tok to him one day... one fine day...

HOPE that
1. CIP wont fall on 4 June[cuz i dun want my day to be ruin by the presence of him]
2. i can go to 07s17 chalet
3. i can go band concert with charlene they all=]
4. meet up agn before my exams.
5. i can pass all my modules
6. i can finish studying for my exam by next week...

2008-05-13T10:57:00.000-07:00

Just finished bathing. Today school starts at 1230, there is no changes... Got quite a lot to blog... i shall start with Saturday.

~Saturday~

Met up with the gals without any plans... Lol. We met for lunch at ade house there for chicken rice!!! Then we went ade house to slack[play cards and badminton. but the wind is also very strong when we wanted to play badminton]. Then me rw and rina went to the baby pool there to take picture.

Then at ard 4pm we went to ade house to slack cuz play cards play till sian le. Den me, rw and rina was playing the piano[ade teach us canon in D, simplify version. And i only manage to learn the front part.]. OMG!!! I really want to learn piano![but no money and space for a piano and piano lesson] although we did nth much but i really enjoy myself=] and our family photo...

Den went for dinner at ard 6 plus 7. We ate prata!!! some ate 3 to 2 pratas for dinner and was super full. But i ate 1 prata and mee goreng but was still not full. OMG i think I'm a pig la! Okay we left the place at 8 plus with Ade and Alicia food and my drinks unpaid. LOL AND THEY DIN REALISE!!! Then went home. Charlene took bus and the rest of us took MRT. Den me and Alicia took bus 300 hm=] den Alicia alight at my bus stop to chat. I really enjoy the chatting session. It feels like when we were in secondary school time!

GALS WE SHALL MEET UP SOON! anyway I'm working until end of May before i quit...

~Sunday~

Work from 10 to 4pm and i fell early in the morning to take popcorn from Europa=.= so pain la den the guy were like are u okay? what can i say of course say yes la!!! anyway i got a bruise at mt knee cap from the fall... so pain la!!!

~Monday~

10am lesson change to 930am but we only know at 845am. so many of us rush out of house for lesson. Only to realise that we were cheated upon reaching the classroom...

think working on Friday, Sunday and Monday next week...

2008-05-09T17:54:00.000-07:00

He is irritating. He is 23 but behave like a 10 yr old kid. Cant stand him think i will explode while doing project with him one fine day. And i think this day is coming soon... Dun understand why like almost all project like doing with him[though got other ppl but his behaviour totally turns me off]

I shall try to contain my emotion first... going off for dinner and shall continue with my unfinished work... drawing and IT!!!

2008-05-06T21:19:00.000-07:00

I have so much things to blog sia!

Okay firstly bubu had a new hair cut[he was shve bold] and he was like damn sian and felt super inferior when he got home. He hid under the bed and dun wanna come out la. So we had to go coax him out from under the bed and we have to praise him everyday that he's still our cuute bubu. Lol. He looks quite funny when i first saw him on saturday cuz he is super small and skinny. Den my bro so bad la when bubu went into his room he said,"hey who are you? You not my dog cannot come in" den bubu tried to walk to him and he was like who are u??? make bubu so sad la. Den my bro got scolded by my sis for bullying bubu...

On Sunday when i went for work, i saw yiyi [i think that's his name] then the first thing he said to me is,"u got watch movie ytd right?" I was like ya[so u do recognise me LoL].

Ytd quarrelled with sis. So super angry with her. She asked me to go out with her to buy supper cuz she very hungry. Den i went with her and we brought bubu along to 302. Den when we reach, me and bubu was waiting for her outside the 302 kopitiam for her to buy food den we waited for quite long den finally finished buying food. But she saw her friends so she went to chat a while. After a while she ran towards us and carried bubu away cuz her friends wanna see bubu. Den her friends were like bullying bubu la try to tempt him with food he cant eat den say he's very ugly. Was quite piss... Den a while later her friends asked her to stay. She said den my dog lei? den her friends said just tie him here can le. I was super piss la[so bad la let the dog suffer while u all enjoy urself]D en i said i needa go home den she said huh.. So in the end i went home with bubu alone without her and the food... So super angry. asked me to acc her in the end saw her friends jiu forget me and bubu le. WAAAAAAAA!!! still quite angry with her!

Anyway today is fine la just that i eat a lot recently la!!! Today at 8am i ate breakfast den 11am ate lunch. When i was having lesson at 12 plus 1pm i was hungry again. So i went to buy biscuit and vitasoy to classroom to eat[though we are not allow to do so]. den at 3pm plus i ate mac again. When i reach home i ate at 8pm plus again!!! Wa sia i ate a lot of meals in a day sia!!!

Anyway today's bubu bdae!!!

2008-05-02T00:26:00.000-07:00

My notebook crash la!!! WTH i only bought it like for less than 2 months sia. I have finished all my homework le but my notebook crash and i have to go for self cert, that means i have to redo all my work agn la!

Totally sian diao. Today din manage to meet up with Charlene but we are meeting on Saturday instead=] Looking forward!!! Today was totally messed up. When i first stepped into GOLD CLASS they were like telling me that the new system had started[additional of 17% GST n Service charge in the bill] But i was like huh?! i din know how it operates and nobody tell me. Everybody was busy with the booking[bdae party of DAVID GLASS's friends' daughter] Quite messy but lucky no complaints from patrons. I was very sian today as I'm having PMS and was having serious mood swing. I got scolded by the kitchen crews because Meiyun sent the wrong food. I was piss as i wasn't the person who sent wrongly but y am i the one who get scolded. Sometimes i just dun like the kitchen crews... What's worst is the part on the new wine. They change the menu and the wine menu which I'm not familiar with yet. And a patron ordered Chardonnay, 1 glass and i din know we no longer serve that by glass so i went to inform that patron and he was like so give me a bottle then. BUT when i went back i realised that there are 3 different types of Chardonnay wine so i have to go back and ask him which type did he want. I was super ______ when i realised that i had to go back to him for the wine issue agn. So in the end i successfully take his order and i managed to escape pouring the wine for him[asyrfa helped me] But i kept sending wrong F&B today as they made quite a lot of mistakes when they key in the order. So in short today is just not my day.

Tmr going for self cert so i think i can only report for work at 730pm[e earliest] so i will roughly be off work at 1230am[e earliest]... Hope tmr will be okay... PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!

2008-04-29T12:59:00.000-07:00

Today is tired. School starts at 1230 but we met at 1030 just to discuss the CD project-take children out. Shouldn't have choose this, so troublesome la. I was super piss off with HIM today la. shan't mention his name. I'm in charge of budget so of course i would mind more of budget la. It's like too much to like contribute more than $15 for just a CIP la. So i was like BUDGET BUDGET BUDGET!!! And he was like aiya nvm la dun care abt budget at most if exceed budget den ii top up lo. i was like WTF la! Like it's my fault to guan budget when i'm supposed to do so. Totally piss off[first classmate to piss me off wa u are really sth huh!] I was so piss until i din tok to him the whole day except for the law grpwk where he was one of my grpmates. So sian. Ya that's abt it i know I'm quite petty but ya that's me...

AND... What i hate the most is to wait for ppl for more than 10 mins. I'm a impatient person. I've been waiting for my classmates for more than 10 mins even 30 mins la. I'm okay with waiting for them but I'm not okay when i am waiting while waiting for them. I hate it when i have to suffer because they are late...

just wanna say last fri is very tiring. i even had muscles aches the next day... shan't pos the details or else someone will say my post very long agn... haha. Looking forward to thurs!!!

2008-04-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

~Tuesday~

Start work at 5 but i tot start at 6 so i went super dog to buy meal and already plan to finish my law tutorial before going to work. Ha just when i was about to start eating and do my hw, i realised that i staring work at 5 so i left for work without even eating=.= feel so stupid la! den everything was fine except for the cleaning of hall 2 which i din dare to clean alone because of thersa la! scared me... Den Hisham clean with me. I realised that aishya and hisham have the third eye!!! Yup so i reach hm at 1am den slept at 230am cuz i was doing my tutorial=.= den so tired in class on Wednesday...

~Wednesday~

Yesterday i was totally irritated by a guy who claimed that he is my senior... In short he's very irritating so much so that i dun even want to serve him the food that he ordered.[i got ask Benjamin to help me serve la!] Slept at 2am so i slept for around 4 hours before going to school.

~Today~

Tired and nearly went mad while drawing cuz there were too many dimensions to write and the stupid paper keep moving ard la! Done with IT Group work, done with the stage floor, left with law tutorial, Facilities and Construction group work and event experience assignment. Haven discuss the community services. Shall rest early today cuz tmr working from 6pm to 1am.

2008-04-21T22:23:00.000-07:00

Ha ha I'm collecting my payment soon=] Wei Ru had help me asked, and i think is next week around Thursday or Wednesday=] Ha ha so happy=] First time use my own ability to make money and i feel so PROUD. Ha ha very happy. I worked 3 days continuously last week; Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I was super tired sia! I fall asleep in the bus on the journey home and to work which i never did. Can see how tired i am la! I work night shift on Friday, until 1am then reached home at 230am cuz wait for Candice for very long. So when i reached home i just slept immediately cuz Saturday working opening at 10 am. As a result, i have to wake up at 7am cuz i have to leave house at 830am. Thus i slept only like for 4 hours before i left for work. I was practically like walking zombie when i was working on Saturday. Lol so i slept at 9pm plus on Saturday night cuz i work morning shift the next day.

However those 3 days wasn't that bad. I received a total of $9 tips from a customer on Saturday and on Sunday $14 from a customer[though in the end became $10 but it's still a lot la!] , $1.50 from another customer. Yup so e total amount is like i need to work 5 hours to get la! It may sound pathetic but that's the fact=]

Evan and Renee had quit due to school work. And i wanted to quit too but i dun feel like quitting too... Lol. tired sia but still handling well. 1 week have to work for at least 3 days which is a lot from me though it may not seem so to the others. I still have to make time for my hair appointment, I barely have time for myself la.

Golden Village start of week is Thursday and end is Wednesday. So according to them, my schedule for last week is Friday[18/4], Saturday[19/4], Sunday[20/4], Tuesday[22/4] and Wednesday[23/4]. And my next week according to them is Friday[25/4], Sunday[27/4] and Wednesday[30/4].

So according to our schedule, this week i have to work on Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Sunday. Monday which is today is used for project[e night is mine to do some revision, tutorial and project discussion]. Tuesday release at 4pm, working at 6 pm. Wednesday release at 3 working at 615pm. Thursday release at 5pm and i think i going for hair appointment. Friday release at 2pm but think afternoon have to do project den go working at 6. Saturday i have save for doing of projects. Sunday got work in the morning... Sian. zZz~ See i barely have time for myself...

Anyway i went to make a new glasses. It's purple in colour and it cost me $180 bucks. This may seem expensive to other but to me it's very cheap. My current glasses cost me 400 bucks if i din rmb wrongly=.= So i'm going to use my first pay to buy myself a gift which is my glasses=] I'm going to use $180 for my glasses and take out $100 to spend. I'm going to save the rest for my daddy bade treat in May=] Haha so proud of myself can use my own money to give him pressie!!! (clap clap) And for my pass i'm going to share with my family and close friends! Ha so excited!!!

Ha ha kk i going to pack my uniform and stuff and do my law revision le! seeya soon! Everyone tctc!! Gals i miss all of u! shall meet up soon!!!

A simple logic>>>
if u saw a $100 note on the floor and
if u want it
u just have to stand up and
walk to it and
pick it up and
it will be yours.

Just rmb this simple logic, use it and everything will be fine. So just study hard=] that's what he told me[thx uncle even though u won't see it]=] i will bear this logic in mind de=]

2008-04-17T20:29:00.000-07:00

Okay today was suppose to be a long day, 8-5 but we were released at 3 plus. Went home straight then after that bring bubu out for walk. And guess what? He shitted third la! lol and that glutton steal my strawberry pocky from the table and ate it. OMG!!! I think this is the first time i heard dog stealing pocky to eat la! Lol. Our group are suppose to meet at 8 online to discuss our backdrops and stuff but they are not online yet.

School have been alright for me. My classmates are nice ppl and i seem to be able to click with them. Though i dun always stick to one group, i move around but things still seem okay for now=]

PW got a C. I dun expect much from my PW so i was natural to my results. Some are very affected by the result. C is definitely not a good results for A-level but C is already enough for me. Cuz our group de presentation was like no good compared to other groups during our exams in the room. So i was quite contended to get a C. i think...

2008-04-16T15:03:00.000-07:00

Haha today is the 3rd day of school. Erm uptill now i still doing well in poly. Haven have the thoughts of giving up yet. Today had lecture on events materials and decoration and tutorial on character development. Quite okay compared to Law(1). Ytd done some of the tutorial homework le, shall continue again later when I'm free. Overall i still prefer the module on events materials and decoration. Though it is quite a dry module but i have more interest in this module compared to other modules.=] kk i go do my hw le=]

I have to work on friday=[

2008-04-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

I got a C for PW...

2008-04-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

Today is the 14 of April, the first day of official schooling of polytechnic. I seriously think that Junior College and Polytechnics are almost similar la[who tell me that they are totally different?] Basically both have lectures, practicals, tutorials, CCA, tests and examinations. Think the onl;y differences is that we do not need to bring what that we have studied for 2 whole years into the examination hall[which i was supposed to do so in A-level, which the coward me decided to give up on]. In polytechnic, we only study for one sem then tests and exams. Junior College, constantly tests and A-level at the end of 2 years. OKay i shall stop comparing...

First day of school starts at 10am and my classmates and me met up for breakfast. Decided to join them for breakfast cuz i realise i do not know the way around... Not that i dun wanna meet them but i'm just tired from working the previous day. But i still met up with them. The first lecture---LAW[1], which i do not understand at all. K maybe cuz of all the chim chim words. Hope things will get better at the subsequence tutorials. After that got a practical which our teacher, Mr Koh let us off early cuz the workshop dun have projecter to show us what that he had prepared. And he decided to show us tmr during the lecture. He brought us to another workshop with air-conditioned classroom. The place where we will have our practical at subsequencely. I'm so super worried now for the both modules that i'm going to learn now. One is LAW which seems chim, another one just seems like D&T which i had done none practical during secondnary school. SO SUPER WORRIED!

I have a feeling that i will quit my work soon cuz i have a feeling that i can;t cope with the modules...

Okay enough with the emo...
Went to mobily to play pool with classmates cuz we were release early. Quite fun though i'm quite sleep there. I'm like the first girl who started to play=.= The rest dun dare to play. So after i started to play with the guys, then the girls started to play[among themselves, cuz the guys open 1 more table. So i'm the only gal who played with the guys...] K la i'm fine with it. Just wanted to kill gary when he said loser team must forfeit. I was like NOOOOOOOO! cuz i was pairing up with him and the other team seem strong. But lucky not forfeit in the end=]

Played until 530pm and i went home with gary and xiubin cuz the gals left first so i stayed to wait for wanyu to come back after she eats. SOOOOO i had to go home with them.

GARY>>>who's born in the year of 1990?
ME>>>y lehz? ~stare~
GARY>>>no la just asking=]
ME>>>then who's in the year of 1985?
GARY>>>huh? who huh?
ME>>>duno lehz i think is the one named tiancai. ~laugh~
GARY>>>wa dun need to say so loudly ma!

LOL kk gary is tiancai who is 23 yr old[so old]
Den there are 3 turning 18 yr old gals---me, ling feng and cassie
The rest are younger than us. SO 3 of us are the senior citizens in the class and 1 is super super senior citizen...

2008-04-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

It's Thursday le. Tmr no school for me. Ha ha luckily then i can sleep more and rest my feet which was injured during the orientation.

~Monday~
Well the orientation was fine, in fact quite fun. It was the first day of school which the cck MRT accident took place which caused me to be super late for school. I was supposed to reach at 8:30am but i reached at ard 10am... But it was only SPICE training which i think i din miss out much.

~Tuesday~
It was talkssss plus treasure hunt day. Eh the talk was sian and the treasure hunt not fun too. But we finished early so we started playing our own games within the class while trying to rmb each others names which also bonded us a bit.

~Wednesday~
It was fun, we won the fastest award-.- We played games among ourselves---dare and dare...LoL. It was super fun la!!! The day was tiring and i injured myself while playing games. And the "BEST" part is i had to go for work even when my leg is pain cuz i have to produce MC if i din go for work. So i bear with the pain and work. Request for OFF on Thursday.

~Thursday~
Today was flag day. I nearly could not reach Boon lay in time. I'm super tired sia! But still had my life first ever flag day. I think I'm just suey. Something will always happen before flag day but i went today though my leg hurts[only a bit]. Managed to raise $24.20 by myself and whole class managed to raise $524 plus. Went home after that.
Yup going to sleep le tmr got work=]

I bought my make up stuff le. now really super(x100) poor!

2008-04-06T00:54:00.000-07:00

Today's work is okay except for the stupid mistakes that i made again...
Wrote the wrong seat no.
It was a busy day but still manageable..
If i didn't made any mistake it will be a better day..

I worked for nearly 2 weeks but they still can't differentiate me from Karenn.
We look so different la!
I just dun understand why they say we look alike
and keep calling me karenn...

I finally got the GOLD CLASS menu after working for like 2 weeks.
Have to start memorising the wines price and the country they were manufactured from.
Have to know the what's in the food
how the food is cook
and what sauce the food have...

AND A BAD NEW FOR ME: gals u all have to wear some make up when u all report for work.
I was like what?!
I duno how to make up la!
Then Hafiz said nvm la just put lip gloss lo.
PHEW luckily only need to out some lip gloss=]

2008-04-04T14:24:00.000-07:00

Update for the week.

~Monday~
I went shopping with pauline and i bought a bag and 2 tee shirts. I really like the 2 tee shirts and my bag though my mom said that the bag looks cheap... i bought it at 48 but she said it look like 18 so sad... But nvm la i like can le=]

~Tuesday~
I went for work at 3.30pm den was very slack cuz each movie only got less than 10 patrons at that time. So not much to do. Just dun like the clearing of the hall that part cuz i kept doing clearing with a guy who doesn't tok. So it's super arkward... We didn't tok to each other before and tuesday was the first time he tok to me>>>i haven take the trays in u wanna go and take?=.= ya that was the first time and the first sentence i heard from him... That's not the main highlight of the day. The main highlight was the stupid caucasian during the full house period at 8pm plus. They are super irritating and impatient. ordered sth which didm't arrive within 30min wanna see our manager... the lady kept claiming that she ordered food but haven arrived but in actual fact she didn;t order at all. So it was peaceful during the day but super chaotic at the night. But i escape these at 1030pm cuz my shift ended so i left them to settle everything by themselves while i went home=]

~Wednesday~
Started working at 2pm and it was super sian cuz all malays so they tok in malays which i dun understand so i just drift away and stayed alone. Then got GB at 7pm. I always felt stupid when there's GB... shan't elaborate further... ...

~Thursday~
OFF DAY!!! I went party world with charlene and sang continously for 4 hours which really worn us up. But it was overall a fun day=] I went home after that. On the way home msg irshad to help me check if i'm working today. Then out of couteous i asked him if he's working today in order to make him feel that i'm not using him. But he replied saying>>>But i work until 615pm. Nvm i wctch movie den wait for u go back tgt... I was like huh!? I was suer shocked la then i quickly reply>>>ha ha dun need la it's okay. LUCKILY he said orh okay than=) wa scared me to death. i really prefer to go home alone then with him. Not that he's irritating or what but it's weird going home with him. going home with him must keep toking to him but at least going home alone dun needa feel so stress or weird, when I'm tired i can sleep, when I'm sian i can read my book...

Oh houji thanx for helping me with my laptop=]

~Friday~
Working from 5pm to 10:30pm. I was supposed to go SP for a briefing but i was too lazy to go so i doubt i will be going to the event too. Today wasn't feeling so well, felt giddy when i woke up until now... Hope later will be okay at work...

I wanna buy new glasses but i have no money!!! I wanna shape my eyebrows too...

2008-03-31T02:10:00.000-07:00

EOS was tiring. I was supposed to end work at 1205am but the entire closing of counter takes longer than expected. We left gold class at 1225am den went change and sign out everything. then reached home at 110am. I was expecting a head to squeeze out of the door when i open them but there was no head popping out. Then i waited a while and heard him barking. Then my sis opened the door for bubu to go out and i saw him running towards me. Ha ha he's so cute. He stayed at Nic's house ytd and i missssssssssss him so much!~

Then went to heat up my dinner which i did eat during work cuz too busy[so can only eat at hm which is already 1am plus]. was very busy from 8 plus onwards but some ppl still can go makan leaving us short handed. Only 3 servers, a host and a bar when we are suppose to have more=.= just dun understand her. Today was fine not much mistakes made[ i think no mistakes expect for the pinot-red wine which i tot was white ha ha] I wore walkie-talkie today. Karren said very fun but i think very mafan cuz i can't hear what the patrons are saying when i take their orders, the only useful thing is dun needa walk ard if wanna cfm anything. Today EOS was tiring but learnt a lot of things. Oh i just realised that wei ting and wei ru are really siblings Lol. I tot is they say for fun de=P

I feel so stupid when i realise i threw away the orientation paper when i really need them=.= Hope can get information on 7/4 from ruiyi=] Tmr going shopping!!! My feet are really "suan" sia!

2008-03-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

One mistake after another. I kept doing wrong things today.. sent wrong orders, sent wrong bills, key in wrong orders, spill drinks... But my wine pouring was good=] yup satisfy with my performance minus those wrong things that i done Lol.

I was quite irritated by her. Duno is i PMS or what, but she is irritating. Keep popping out trying to scare me when I'm so busy, wanting me to entertain her=.= pls grow up la! Also keep asking me idiot questions every now and then. If u ask me occasionally I'm fine with it but u ask me every time u see me. It's like so irritating la! I dun like the way she toks too, duno that her natural voice or she deliberately act that voice.. Cant stand gals who try to act cute...

Wa lau pls close the inner doors if it's not ready to enter la! Damn ma lu la! I tot the hall is ready for seating so i ask the patrons to go in den i realise it's not ready but they are already walking towards the hall. sian. totally sian...

2008-03-27T02:38:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: June 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.

Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.

Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.

You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.

Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics

Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness

Your power color: Navy blue

Your power symbol: Shield

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.

You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.

You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.

You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.

Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.

You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.

You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.

It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.

You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.

You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Are You a Vain Girl?

2008-03-27T02:06:00.000-07:00

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing

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2008-03-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's" Your Personality Type?

2008-03-27T01:40:00.000-07:00

I'm free from work tmr!!! Ha ha can slack le! Tmr is the start of a new week for my work so that means i will get my pay either today or tmr=] I tot today was a busy day but it wasn't as bad as i'd imagined perhaps because i did not take any order from patrons of hall 3 watching bucket list... I'm just supposed to serve serve and serve. So it's actually quite an easy job just that dun have any break... I think i like the do everything person. After i helped Kelly with the main courses, Candine asked me to serve drinks but before i get the chance to do it i was told to serve desserts. After serving dessert i was told to help out with the clearing of hall 1 which was coming out, so i slacked a while in hall 1 but i think i was in the threate for less than 5 minutes then i was told to help out with the drinks. Then after serving the drinks, Wee Beng said," No more drinks le u can go help clean hall 1." I was wonderin why am i doing everything! But it was much better than the first 2 days of work...

I took 188 home today and duno is lucky or unlucky.
UNLUCKY>>>The bus broke down twice and i was in a bus without air-con and ventilation!!
LUCKY>>>I did not have to get down the bus cuz the bus still managed to move but without air-con...

I dun have to wear that thing on my head anymore!!!

My schedule for next week:
Thursday>>>OFF!!! MY BREAK=]
Friday>>>3pm to 10pm
Saturday>>>1.30pm to 10.30pm
Sunday>>>5pm to 12.05am
Monday>>>OFF!!! SHOPPING FOR MY BAG!!!
Tuesday>>>3.30pm to 10.30pm
Wednesday>>>2pm to 8.15pm[the first time i knock off so early]

ha ha that my working hours[if i din copy wrongly].

oh ya i cut my hair. it's not a bit longer than shoulder length... i dun like...

2008-03-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

Ha ha long time din blog le. I had been quite busy these few days. today is my third day of work and it is much better than my first two days. today was much quiet which allow me to be able to go for dinner. Ha ha so happy when Wei Ting ask me if i want to go eat dinner. I had not been eating proper meals on time on the first 2 days of work ha ha so I'm very happy today. Some more i got closer to them. we talked to each other more often. Oh ya today i had take an order which is $87 in total without mistakes wow!!! so proud of myself=]*clap clap* Lol

I'm working tmr and wed=] Hope tmr and wed will be a quiet day too! Tmr working from 3pm to 820pm. start work early cuz got meeting...

~sat
Went out shopping but din get anything that i like. Only went there and spent on food... after that meet Alicia to acc her buy her dress. After which we met up with pau=] It's been a long time since the four of us gather! We took a picture:

~sun

Went to Kenny's brother wedding buffet but was late. supposed to meet 1230pm at je but instead we reach cck at 1240pm. Ha ha super late la! Den the buffet was fine but just that felt a bit out of place cuz not very "shou" with Kenny's brother. Lol but his bro look very smart in the uniform. Then due to limited numbers of single gals we went down to catch the flower ball. After that went to IMM slack. everything was fine except for sth... and ya u know=] After Carina left we went for Anderson's ice-cream and then took picture:

pau and me took this on the way to IMM=]

2008-03-22T00:53:00.000-07:00

Ha ha I'm a busy person. Tmr i going out 2 shopping with 2 person separately. One after another Ha ha den going to someone house to camp overnight! That person must have love me so much when i told her that i can camp overnight in her house. LOL. Everything is cramp into sat cuz sun have to attend wedding dinner though it's only 1 to 3 but apparently everyone wants to date me only on sat. Making me so tired from all the travelling. Oh ya they wanted to go kbox after wedding dinner on sun. WA so tempting la!!! BUT i can't go. I need to rest seriously, a good rest.

Sat and Sun is my days off and i really make good use of the 2 days... Lol. Shopping, overnight, wedding, rest the most impt thing!!!

Karren said wa so good got 2 days off den i told her ha ha good but I'm working from Mon to wed after my off days... And the best part is all is night shift la! start from 4 pm de. sian so tired la night shift but good thing is time fly when u're busy. When we're free the time like crawling sia.. lol.

today was better shift, Not super busy and not very free. Hope everyday will be like that. Today i learnt ordering=] it's fine just tat i can't rmb the price then keeping din collect payment.. Den got a lot a lot a lot of wine names i neeeda rmb la. those difficult pronunciation and their price... sian. hope i can store them in my head asap.

i have different trainers every time i work...

2008-03-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-03-21T10:18:00.000-07:00

Ha ha today is my second day of work=] hope today will be better then ytd. I'm working 1255pm to 945pm. Luckily today no working night shift cuz it's very tiring sia! Today my trainer not working, i wonder who will be teaching me today. Hope it's someone nice=]

`YTD~
My shift ytd was from 550pm to 105am. When i report to work that time is busy hour cuz got celebrity went to gold class[some Hong Kong actor and actress] I really hated that period of busy hours sia! I din really know anything den have to do a lot of things. I got night blind and i'm supposed to go into cinema in the middle of the show to deliver them their change, food and drinks. Den sometimes when i deliver change, food and drinks to them some ang mohs will want to order food of drinks and i dun understand their slant la and i haven learn ordering. I needa memorise the menu which my trainer wei ting will pass to me at mon=] What i like most is cleaning up the theatre after the movie and i hate ordering and bringing things into cinema in the middle of the show... haha like what i say hope today will be fine.

my hand is weak sia. when carrying 2 glasses of soft drinks also will be unstable...

2008-03-19T20:13:00.000-07:00

I have been beside my phone since monday night, waiting for the phone call. There's been no call so i assume that i did not get in. But i receive msg from Pauline saying that I've got in and think they will call me soon. But they did not call. So i called them just now... I'VE GOT IN!!! though it's only 4 bucks per hour[midnight and public holiday double] but it's my first job! Haha so happy!!! But guess what? My shift is a midnight shift, 5.50pm to 1.05am. I dun mind but i'm shocked to know that I'll be working midnight shift my first time. Haha hope it will be fine.[as in won't feel stupid or sleepy] I haven get my black shoe so I'm going to get it tmr asap. Then I'm not going for my hair treatment le cuz time clash with my gathering...

Think i didn't hear the timing wrongly=] WOW gold class!!!

2008-03-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

YEAH! I'm an officially a student of SP with the student pass and everything[except for notebook, and i think i'm buying acer light-weight]

Woke up early in the morning at 730AM for breakfast. Ask her to wake me up at 8 plus 9 but she woke me up at 730AM. Nvm. Had my breakfast then slack and play psp agn[haha addicted le] then bathe le went to photocopy my NRIC, O-level cert and birth cert then went out to meet Pauline le. We went SP for my registration first den went TP. TP is very nice cuz the students have to fine if step on the grass haha. I guess that explains the reason why TP's nice and beautiful environment. Anyway SP ppl very smart huh. Know that freshmen duno the way so plotted a maze for us to walk thr. Making us listening to the SP ppl why we have to join camps and stuff. Then sit for so long to listen to their talk den when i went for registration they say the camp now all full le no space for me=_= Save $12 but wasted my time... In the end i got cheated by the cultural club ppl to join their camp for $5. Din know it's cultural club de camp when i join the camp.

Anyway TP and SP de enrolment is so different. SP de must go thr so many station den TP just go there and drop in an envelop and it's done. LoL we travelled so far to TP but spent less than 15 min there... so we decided to go T.mall for our lunch at 3!!! lol den walk walk until 5 then go home so tired!

it's a load of my shoulder man after the enrolment...

2008-03-13T19:17:00.000-07:00

Yes tmr pauline is going to acc me to SP for the enrolment!!! I love ya!!! All my other friends are busy with their studies so have no time for me. Sad but it's okay la, it's good to work hard. I believe everyone is taking the common test very seriously cuz i realised that everyone is chiong-ing for their revision. Haha Good luck everyone!!!

It had been raining non-stop these few days. So weird it's not even raining season but the rainfall think is equal to monsoon season de rainfall. These few days my dog very sad sia. Cuz raining den can't go park walk walk. Poor bubu. When we open the door he will be very high cuz he thinks that he can go out for walk le but he can't. Then these few days his appetite not good think cuz moody can't go down for walk. Haha but we are not affected by the weather. Today my sis, my bro and me are like so high la. Haha i really like the atmosphere just now!!

Everyone jia you for ur revision!

2008-03-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

My dad called home in the morning and tell me that my cousin got good offer for notebook but when i called at night there's no more. He can only get 2 notebook and they are all taken by my 2 other cousins. Sian too slow le=.=

DUN UNDERSTAND WHY HE DUN MIND USING THE MONEY TO GAMBLE BUT WHEN I NEED TO BUY NOTEBOOK HE ALWAYS COMPLAIN... THINK THE AMOUNT HE LOSE ADD UP CAN BUY ME MORE THAN 1 NOTEBOOK LE!!!

I read her blog, she seems tired. I realised that bad things always come to you together. Like what happen to me last time, everything came at one shot. Hit me so hard that i duno what to do. Yes i agree that "jia jia you ben nan nian de jing". Ya but i'm just here to complain. I believe no one will be content with his/her current life. That's life man! Just now get a really bad mood swing feel so stress up over buying of notebook. But when i read her blog i realise what that i'm going through now is nothing compared to her or rather compared to that time when so many happen all at once. What I'm facing now is something much minor than that time. Somehow i feel more relax now. Maybe because i had went through something much worst than now.

SPECIALLY FOR YOU~~~
Hey gal if u see things separately actually things are not that bad. Just that things all happen so suddenly that cause you to feel that life sux. Dun think too much k? Yes study is impt but health is more impt! Must have enough sleep! The rest of the things they will solve by themselves no use letting it bother you.Must take care I'll be there if u meed me. U can call me no matter how late it is. I will be by ur side if u need me! Just rmb u are not alone=]

2008-03-11T23:27:00.000-07:00

Totally sian when my brother told me that pa say i can't get a new laptop. Not that i wanted a brand new laptop but the one at home totally sux! Super lag, can't surf yahoo.com, dun have Microsoft, haiya just bad.

My dad said that worried that family have no money if he give me money to buy a new laptop. Make me feel so guilty if i insist on buying but I'm sad la. I'm not buying the notebook for fun and enjoyment but for sch work ma:( haiz..

I dun even know if i should go get a new bag cuz my current bag is not in very good condition though it can still be used. I wanted a new slipper which is not slippery too. But i feel bad if i go shop for them though i think i won't spent more than $50 at most plus plus a bit only. Money is an issue here. When when i need money my dad have no business... Why everything have to revolve around money?

Tmr going to standard chartered bank to make payment hope everything will turn out well. Hope i dun get scolded by my sis. cross fingers~ I duno why always when I'm going out with my sis, I always have the feeling that i will get scolded? LoL. Going SP for enrolment on friday, hope can get someone to acc me there:) I dun wanna go alone!!!

2008-03-10T18:24:00.000-07:00

Today is a long day. I went for medical check up at 9 plus and wait so long! There were super many ppl there la! Went there with mom but came back alone cuz my mom was complaining of the long queue so i asked her to go home first=] And i went home at ard 2 plus. Waited so long. I still have to go back for urine test. Tmr going to tiong bahru den maybe go standard chartered bank to make payment after the hair appointment. k bye!

2008-03-08T22:43:00.000-08:00

I seriously thinks that I'm a blur sotong if not I'm just stupid. Before i submitted my online pre-enrolment, a lot of things happened. I'm so happy to have a sister. Maybe my sister is right about me being very dependent on ppl. Anyway I'd successfully completed my online pre-enrolment, pink form and all the other necessities. Now i still have to make my first sem. payment, go for medical check up and photocopy a lot of documents before 14 march, my enrolment day! Hope everything will be alright for the enrolment.

I guess I'm really blur, till now i still not sure of a lot of thing, like when to make ez-link card and student pass. When can we login to the web cuz i dun seem to be able to login. Cuz it says that my acc had been created but note that your computer account will only be available one (1) day after enrolment that is held on SP campus. So i assume that i can only login after my enrolment date which is 14 march..

2008-03-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went back to school to take my A-level Chinese result. B and merit. It's such a disappointing result la. I din expect a B. Maybe it was my compo. I kept blaming at that golden pig, but what Alicia and Charlene says is true. Yes teachers plays a part in our result but largely it still depend on ourselves. Maybe i can't accept the fact that i got a B that's why i pushed the blame to golden pig... Luckily I'd withdrawn from JC if not, knowing that i got a B, i think i will cry my heart and lungs out la! Lol. Anyway gals and ppl cheer up even if u think u din fare well for A-level Chinese cuz it doesn't really matter=] conserve ur energy for other subjects rather than sobbing over this rite? okay? cheer up!!!

Sometime i envy her for being so clever. She got an A and distintion for A-level chinese. Maybe because she did really studied a lot more than me or rather she simply is clever. But being her friend, I'm proud of her and feels happy for her=]

I was chatting with felicia then my conclusion is that>>>some ppl could get good results even if they just study a bit, whereas some ppl can't score even if they study a lot... I'M NOT PIN-POINTING ANYONE=]

2008-03-06T13:26:00.000-08:00

Ha ytd i went out to buy supper at BLK 216 coffee shop with my sis and my dog. Den my dog nearly got bitten by the BIG brown dog at the coffee shop la! The BIG brown dog was like running towards us at top speed. I was so stun too react la but luckily i did pull up my dog last and high enough if not now no bubu le! All of us was like so super scared la! Luckily nothing happen=]

Oh tmr Chinese A-level results will be out! I'm meeting my friends for a jap romance movie before going back to school to take the results. Hope i can get an A!!!

2008-03-04T17:57:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling moody these few days. Perhaps cuz of PMS... or the rainy days..

I'm worried for my poly life. My dad business is not good nowadays. I'm worried for my school fees and my laptop which i think I'll be needing cuz I'm learning IT stuff... My bags all the others i can handle myself cuz i can still afford. I dun wanna spent all my saving on my laptop. I really have no money le...

my dad dotes more on my sis and my bro. They always can get money from him easier than me. But among the 3 of us I'm the one who is more thrifty. Just for example the HP bills, i always have the lowest bill amount. Daily allowance i took 50 bucks but always will save at least half of it de. Haiz i just dun understand... The digital camera is gotten with the help of my sis and mom de. If not for them who help me ask for it i doubt he will give it to me. Ya it's my first reward from him, and i hope it will not be the last...

2008-03-03T19:31:00.000-08:00

Wa I'm so irritated sia! I'm having my dinner then that stupid old women say my dog pee. Then what can i do but to stop eating and go wipe the pee. Cuz bro watching TV can't be disturb and mom watching Korean drama can't be disturb too. And my ah ma hands are plated with gold can't wipe. Whatever. I'm like a maid la! Then when i washing the mop smell an awful smelly smell which i think is my ah ma clothes or she let out air agn. I just dun understand why can't she be more civilise. Not let out air while eating, Not using her oily hands to hold the common spoon and also not throw the bones on the table and not wiping it away after she eats... Ya maybe she is taught like that. Old women le what can i do but to "ren". I can't possibly tell her off what. After all she is my "zhang bei". So i can't only try not to eat with her; either eat before she eats or after she eats. But sometimes i eat too slow she will come join me... I hate to eat with her. Perhaps i just dun like her. The whole person. If not for her, our house won't be so cramp and my parents also won't fight cuz of her. I hate my father's bro whole family too. The fat cousin who thinks that she is very clever and pretty. Her fat mother who only know how to "pau" that old women. And the fate father[my uncle] who only know how to sit in the air-condition room and take salary and doing nothing. I dun understand why my dad still need my uncle to work there when he is not doing his job. I simply dun understand why does this kind of people are in the world for? To bully other ppl? To make other ppl feel small?

Sometime i hate my brother too. Keep irritate me when i had do nothing which offend him. Sometime even i try to show him concern he will only step on my effort. Sometime all i want is to just spent 1 hour in HIS room to watch a show but he won't even allow. Ya maybe he is the prince in my house that's why he got all the best treatment; air-con and nobody will scold him. Laptop to play his games while i can only use the dying com. He can watch SCV for all he wants but i dun even have 1 hour to enjoy when he's around. I have to give in cuz i dun wanna to quarrel with him le. I'm sick and tire of it. That's why i envy Carina cuz she is like a princess in the house where even her father help her to do stuff[some only]. Whereas for me i can't even get my dad to buy me food when I'm hungry but when my bro call he will definitely buy for me. HA. I duno how to cook so i can only eat maggie which causes my hair drop now. Sometimes i really hope i can stay outside with friends? or even alone... But i dun have the ability to do so...

2008-03-03T17:33:00.000-08:00

WTH everything i wrote yest was not on my blog!!! I wrote a lot a lot sia!
Whatever la. in conclusion of my yest post is that I'd wasted 1 year 3 months and 2 days of my life. And I'm scared of my new life waiting ahead of me...

2008-02-27T07:02:00.000-08:00

Today i went out for gym with pauline and my sis. Pauline was so amused by my sister, she can't stop laughing la! Meet 1115 at lot 1 then go cck complex. Luckily my sister got go with us cuz we are like so kuku la. Duno anything feel so stupid. Then when we reach there we can't find the ticketing machine la! We went to 3 floor but still can't see any ticketing machine. So we "gen zhong" a guy who just went into the gym and then we know where is the ticketing machine. So malu!! They gym session was fine but i realise that I'm very weak! Shall exercise more.

After gym went bathing then go loiter at lot 1 from 3 to 430 after our lunch with pauline to wait for jia ying. We went jurong point for movie, L change the world. Wow it is nice. L is so funny la. His actions, his expressions, the way he pick things up, the way he walks, the way he sits, the way he looks at ppl, the way he bathsit, the way he tries to cheer ppl up and when he speak English to the little boy. Lol. He is also very observant and nice person=] Ya nice show! Nice ppl dun live long... he died in the end... so sad. Luckily we leave the theatre late if not we will not know the ending, he died.

Finished the show at 8 plus den went for dinner at mac[cuz no money le]. Then went home with them. And my day ends with a gossip session=] reached home at 10 plus. sleeping soon tired from the exercise.

forget to buy batteries again... i dun need you to be handsome but u must be a nice person...

2008-02-23T03:37:00.000-08:00

HAHA.
Initial plan: Go gym with pauline.
Change of plan: Go gym with pauline and her friends[ruiyi and 3 guys]
Final plan: Go gym with ruiyi pauline and their friend, jia kang

Suppose to meet at 1030 with pauline they all but they are late. They reached at 11! Haha but nvm then we went gym to meet their friend. When reach there saw their friend. He lost his whole bag sia! So in the end we went to help find his bag instead of gym-ing. Me and pauline play the role of detectives. Follow the suspects. Wa it's so tiring but fun! Police even same into the picture la! Anyway after like 2 hours plus he still can't find his bag. poor thing so unlucky la! Go pray pray!!! Lol. Ya din go gym in the end but ruiyi, pauline and me went Warren to play squash! Wow so fun! But i not a good player so playing with me is very boring cuz i can't hit the ball... If got chance i want to learn! After that went bathing and went pastamania for dinner[cum lunch cuz it's 4 plus le] The toilet is nice and very big, country club ma. Shower room still got provide soap, so good. If u are member u have even better treatment=] so nice. How i wish i can be a member there.

Warren is a very nice place!!!

2008-02-20T23:14:00.000-08:00

haha went bpp to help sis return book which is due on vday... so i shun bian go see coffee bean still hiring ppl anot[thx charlene for being my mobile newspaper]. they are still hiring but i din went in to ask, just dun feel like going in... den walk ard see still got other shops hiring ppl anot. got but they all not hiring students... sian. den ask aries they said they will call me tmr. den saw delifrance hiring but i din go in. if aries din call me tmr i will den go agn=]

percy forget to take skirt from me agn... SC think u meet me personally la. lol

2008-02-19T20:28:00.000-08:00

I receive msg from MOE early in the morning at 6:05am though i only saw it at 730am. Woke up by the msg tones cuz my friends keep msging me=] When i saw the msg i still go check online to confirm it to make sure that it is correct. LoL. Anyway I got posted into intergrated events and project management[SP], my 3rd choice. I'm fine with the posting. I expected it cuz tourism de cut off is way too low for me=]. So i'm not very happy but still okay with the result. Msg some of my friends and Mr Ling[yy reminded me to do so cuz mr ling says >>keep in contact>> last time] to inform them, it was really nice to receive their message. I think i am a very insecure person=] LoL.
Yup din get into the same poly, same course with Felicia. Still duno where pauline and hou ji got posted to.. Think i will be alone when school starts. Hope to receive the package soon so that i can make preparation for my school=].

Still waiting for percy's msg to pass him my school skirt which su cheng needs[cuz too short le lol] But i think he forget le..

2008-02-16T20:43:00.000-08:00

haha i guess good mood=good appetite.
i ate 2 plates of rice for my dinner!!!

i had a good day today.
i'm happy=]
saw delwin on my home,
but i did not "da zhao hu",
both of us stared at each other for quite a period of time
and i decided not to "da zhao hu" in the end
cuz i dun know him well.
we were only classmates for 1 year.
saw him today make me remember of things that happen during my pri. 5 sch life.
i must say that is something qutie unforgettable
for it is the first time i got beaten by teacher[i'm a good gal]

haha. actually i went to a pri. sch gathering before
but i did not talk much with my friends
maybe because i did not mix a lot with them in the past.
ya...

today at first intend to go out to far east plaza
but cancelled last minute.
thx to the cancellation i enjoy myself today=]
thx for ya company=]
i love you,
not "ai qing" that kind of love, is friends that kind of love
i still like guys de=] lol
though i maybe a bit "chu lu"
but i'm still a normal gal!!!

2008-02-15T15:26:00.000-08:00

Today feel a bit moody. Yesterday slept at 3am cuz praying den woke up at 9am cuz i needa leave for tiong bahru at 10am. So tired la! Promise myself to sleep early but i din but i will sleep early today=] I carried NINE books to cck library to return... It is super heavy la!

Initially wanted to meet brother acc him go buy bag after hair treatment de but we din go eventually cuz he say dun want to buy le. So i went lot 1 wanting to help charlene develop her photos but still i din develop... meeting her tmr to pass her back her thumbdrive so that she can develop herself.

I'm going out tmr but i duno how to go=.= I need to go far east plaza but i duno where it is. I always go far east to shop but i duno the one i went is far east plaza or far east shopping center... Feel so stupid.. Hope tmr won't lose my way.

I feel super sad yesterday... I bake muffins for classmates(and charlene's and ade's shares) with my sister. But i did not give it to them cuz i din go to school at first wanted to pass to them the next day but i din again. So it is wasted... I did cards for my friends(those whom i know for years) until late night but i only received ade's card... charlene forget and i haven receive alicia one cuz she said she will do for me. I did for carina and rw but they din. It's okay, it's really okay but i just feel disappointed. Maybe because they think they will not see me? so ya it's okay. I'm not angry, but i'm just disappointed(or even a bit sad).. I did not expect them to do anything for me as they will not be seeing me on vday. But i din expect myself to feel this way.

I went party world yesterday. [what i dread most happened, though i know it will cfm happen]Had fun but i did not enjoy myself. I felt so weird. my frrequency and their are different. We talked about different things. We sing different knid of songs. I did not mind going out with them but our frequency is kust different. When they took photos that time i felt super left out. But it's okay...

My sis and i share the same thought>>> had i know should have just stay at home to read our storybooks...

this year is the worst vady i ever experience. The higher the hope is, the harder u will fall...

2008-02-14T13:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Vday eve... But it wasn't a good day.. first got scolded at home for not sweeping the floor, then went out to acc alicia to buy vday pressie but she was later than i had expected. In the end i ate my dinner outside alone even though i hate eating alone. While eating i called charlene and chat and find out 2 more bad news! First kbox for today is $18 double plus so change to party world, second is worse... Her class is going too la! Sian. I'm totally sian dao when she tell me. But in the end i decided to go with her class since there will be only ade, charlene, weelin and me. I hope it's okay=] hope that her class de ppl won't come into our room.

Guess what time i slept yesterday? 130 la! then i woke up at 7am!!!! Siao.. So tired la so i change my hair appointment to tmr and had been very busy until now...

Today is vday! happy vday!!! No qing ren on vday? nvm la still got friends ma! LoL

2008-02-12T18:25:00.000-08:00

Today i went to pray cuz this year is not a good year for horse. Gosh it is super stuffy and smoke-y there la! Nearly suffocate lo! Then my mom and her friend queued for fortune telling. Then he said my mom very vexed recently then my mom say cuz of me.. dropping hair. Then that person told me to STOP earing maggie and perserve food then my hair will recover and he also ask me to sleep early so that i will have appettite then can eat more... Shall follow his instruction and wait for my hair to recover!!!

STOP READING STORYBOOK YOUR HEAD IS FULL OF IT ALREADY>>> that's what he told me. I presume he means that i dream a lot...

DUN BE SO LAZY PAY MORE ATTENTION TO YOUR STUDIES!>>> that's what he said too which i think is true i'm lazy.. Going to find work soon=] Think i will have work soon...

2008-02-11T01:31:00.000-08:00

Life is a amazing. We are born and we are taught to do things that we do not know how to. We start everything from zero but somehow in a way or another we will gain more than zero in the end. Life and death, i believe it fixed by god. There's a limit to how old we can live util and also a limit to things that one can achive that is why everyone is born with different talents. It is to cover up for one another so that everything will look perfect. Sometimes small little thing or action from your friends or your close one, such as a smile or even only their presence, means a lot. But sometimes no matter how much is given or put in, it means nothing at all. Every human is different, no one will understand another totall, but no one can be alone. For they need another person to fill up the gaps in his or her life.

Both loving someone and being loved by someone is a bless.

Sometimes thing that took a person a day to understand, another person can take forever to understand(or even can't understand forever). Sometimes people just do not realise the importance of a person or something unless you lose it. Sometimes you will only realise that the things that you fought for all your life is not something that you had wanted only when you are old(or when you had lose everything). Sometimes to a person giving someone a word of concern is as easy as ABC but to another person they will always do not have the courage to say it.. and live to regret when they do not have the chance to tell the person that they care for anymore.

Nothing in the world will stop changing. Changes are everywhere so we have to get use to it... Do not regret it when the changes that you always thought would not happen one day.

I read something from a book, when you are asking someone for opinion, actually you yourself already have an answer(to your problems or questions), you just need a confirmation. I think this is very true...

this is just a random post=]

waiting is also is bliss...

2008-02-09T23:43:00.000-08:00

Back from dinner and some gathering with friends and classmates=] Quite fun.
BUT this year new year to me dun feel like a new year. I just dun feel any New Year atmosphere... It just felt like it's another long weekend with more gatherings... Lol.

2008-02-07T21:29:00.000-08:00

Oh i miss my friends and my s17 claamates!!! Really wanna meet up with them soon!!!

yesterday was chu xi and i stayed up all night to "shou sui" and we took some photos of bubu to dafa time=] lol.

Cute right? haha i just love him no matter how naughty he is=]

I'm so proud of myself la! this is the first year i managed to shou sui until morning! I slept at 5am and wake up at 930am. Haha=]

Today wasn't a bai nian day for my family, we stayed at home and slack. Woke up at ard 930 den my father's friend came my house to 'deliver' fishes that are worth $80 to 90 per kilogram. So expensive la but i dun think it is very nice lehz=.= Then went to my dad's workplace to pray. And bubu are free to walk ard in my dad office. My dad office is super dirty la! cuz bubu pink's feet is grey when we wanted to carry him home. LOL. Pink to grey, almost black lehz! can u imagine how dirty the office is?! Den on the way home he wanted to pee in the car so left with no choice, my dad stopped the car by the road for him to go pee. LOL waiting for a dog to pee in the middle of expressway! That's is only interesting part of the day. I spent the rest of the day reading my storybook and gamb a bit=] Won a bit only cuz we play very small and i finished my 3rd storybook=] lol

Tmr all my relative will be coming over to my house. Sianzzz... Actually i dun really look forward to tmr=] the only thing that i look forwards to is the red packets!!!=] Haha already took 3 red packets=] 1 from mom, 1 from dad, 1 from ah ma. :)

think bubu will be mad tmr! so many pple coming over! Oh i'm going to try to paint my nails=]

2008-02-06T22:16:00.000-08:00

Ha ha i saw pauline and ruiyi on the LRT when i'm on the way to tiong bahru. I saw her hair it's like WOW!! So wild la the colour, luckily she have the good gal face if not will look like ah lian liao!
Initially i was intending to meet charlene, alicia, carina, rui wen they all de but din go in the end. Then i went home to help prepare CNY stuffs. When i reach home my mom pray finished le. Den ate my lunch plus breakfast at 12 plus=] Den started to really pack the whole house, tidy up some messy corners, do laundry, fold clothes and pached my cupboard. All these went on smoothly cuz bubu is not following me around because he is in the room with my sis. So now the house is considered quite clean le=]

Looking forward to new year meet ups!!!

2008-02-05T21:53:00.000-08:00

Went back Kranji today. Met shirley 230 at cck and she was late!!! This is the firest time i waited someone for 30 minutes la! OMG! But aiya nvm la she was late cuz she can't find her ez-link card not cuz she left late ma=] I forgive u=] lol

Went to band then saw new conductor. Lol den shirley and mi just left the band room cuz very weird if we stay there. Walked around the school compound and saw Mr Lim, talked to us telling us the prob they all facing for the concert.. Den they also changing conductor (but sir budrul satying=]). I am neutral to the changing of conductor cuz i dun really like sir shaif(in the past now okay le) Not exactly will miss him if he leave. Very heartless right? but i really dun like him in the past (always so bias, only scold clarinet and so qiao that time i am the SL so always kana). Even though he got change but the first impression of him is bad so...

Saw Mrs Ram den chatted with her until 4 plus den left Kranji, before we left we went to find Sir Badrul den had a short chat (if they change their pract to sat i will go=]) Then acc shirley go lot 1 buy pressie. Then went NTUC to buy her chocolate and some weird auntie is some irrritating la! Both of us can't stand her!!! Then went buy bread jiu go home le=]

Tmr going out at 9 for hair treatment den maybe going for movie=] Hope tmr is a good day cuz it's chu xi!!! `smile

2008-02-04T23:02:00.000-08:00

I dreamt of a lot of ppl ytd when i slept in my sis room.
~I dreamt of my sis saying aiya just sell bubu away la!
OMG i really like what?! in my dream la!
lol.
~I also dreamt of my mom waking me up
as early as 5 am for breakfast=.=
think i'm going mad le!
~I also dreamt of Sir Badrul,
asking me if i'm performing and
asking me when am i returning to band?
freak out la
i think the chinese saying of
"ri you suo si, ye you suo meng" is very true=]

anyway today i went to bpp with my sis and mom
to return a VCD=.=
so many ppl went just to return ONE VCD...
but after that we went to NTUC
to do some more last minute for CNY=_=
even when our freezer is super full le!

I saw my sec sch band teacher,
Mr Kat (Kranji Sec) again at bpp
and i told him that i will be going band tmr to return clarinet
(to set my mind at peace in case i have the same dream agn...)
Den in the NTUC i saw my CO teacher,
Ms Song(pioneer)
Lol both is my CCA teacher=]
'zhen you yuan'
haha..

going for hair treatment agn on wed=.=

2008-02-04T00:18:00.000-08:00

I'm quite piss with my sis. She just went out duno go where and leave bubu alone at home. She is not even worry for him. She is not even home when everyone is going to sleep le. Den bubu will be out in the living room by himself with all the room doors closed. She is still outside playing cards! WTH

2008-02-03T21:45:00.000-08:00

I think i have a sudden mood swing now=x. Heart feels so stuffy... maybe cuz of PMS or cuz of the show that I'm watching now, spring waltz. Nice show though.

It's the 2nd day of March. i have wasted 1 year, 3 months and 2 days of my life doing something which will forever become a part of my memory. Some people tell me that 1 year, 3 months and 2 days of my life is not wasted but is a accumulation of experience; some say at least u have make more friends. Right i have spent the past 1 year making new friends[my classmates and some PJ friends] and it cause pain when things end during January. I din think that it will hurt so much when i have decided to leave but it does. But now i doubt we will still keep in contact. They have been living their own life and me living my own life. Ya that's how things goes i guess. Only impt ppl will be rmb. I guess I'm just a passerby in their life who will be forget as time pass. Now online also won;t chat, soon we will be like stranger... ha so stupid spent 1 year doing such a insignificant thing. Like i say a part of memory which will be in part of my heart somewhere. Which might need time to dig out if i look back 10 yrs later...

I'm still waiting for my package for poly enrolment details which i have yet to receive. I'm worried, scared and uncertain. It's going to be a brand new lifestyle, brand new environment, brand new friends which i have to start knowing. REG la make me scared... say what poly ppl very "yin xian". Backstabbing is common. and what esp. got my course[competitive course] must be careful dun be cheated. Make friends must not take them seriously. That would be so tiring. Can't be myself...

Bx said i very stupid. That time sec 4 thinking if i should go JC, when I'm in JC then thinking if i should go poly. HA. Should have just went to poly during sec 4 that time. Ya stupid me... Now I'm 1 year behind.

anw I'm going for squash on wed=] Hey gal dun change timing agn k? like visiting my bubu like that. keep pushing back... wait bubu dun rmb u ar?! LoL.

I dun want to waste my time anymore. I hope sch starts soon. I will den not have so much time to think too much... anw gal thx for the chat=]

2008-02-02T00:24:00.000-08:00

I went New Year shopping just now. After shopping we filled in the lucky draw and went to eat supper at 8 plus. Lol. The roasted duck noodle is very nice! And my mom and i also bought desert=] Initially my mom and i were intending to eat only hot desert but the one i want was sold out. So in the end only bought 1 hot desert, and my dad give me half of his noodle=] Although what i ate was sort of his left over but i'm happy that he cares!

We bought a lot of drinks! We bought 3 boxes of packet drinks, 1 box of vitasoy, 1 box of beer, 1 box of 7-up and some other such as oil, tibits, frozen food. So many stuff la! And it was raining while we carried them out from my dad car. We had to ran back a few time in the rain to carry all the things home. I'm so tired when i reach home! They are all so heavy and my mom, my bro and me carried them home without my dad cuz he went to park his car. By the time he reached home we are already done carrying them home. That bubu keep running ard me when i was carrying 2 boxes of very heavy drinks in my hands. I was so scared i drop them on him la! Lol he's sometimes quite irritating but still very cute!

We bought noodle back for my sis and while eating her supper, my bubu also ate his supper. Lol. He's such a glutton!!

Sometimes a little action means a lot to me=] And sometimes it just brighten up my day!

2008-02-01T18:24:00.000-08:00

I'm ran into hou ji at cck MRT station today on the way to tiong bahru.
He still look as blur as he always look.
He's now different,
Somehow i feel distanced talking to him.
Haha maybe because he's more mature that he's working?
Haha duno la. whatever...

Guess what is my lunch today?
It's curry puff from Old Chang Kee..
So pathetic right?
But it's only now.
After CNY, things should be changing for the better,
As i will be starting my job hunt after CNY..

I saw da jie with her BF walking to lot 1 while walking home,
Because i have to save money..
Lol i think that guy is super shock to see me lor
Den my sis stop and chat with me,
And he walked a distance from us and wait for my sis.
Then after that i walked home with 1 more thing in my hand,
A biscuit(it's abit sweet a crispy, it's the kind we always eat when we are small)
And i look so greedy,
Both hands holding food.

Maybe friendship really is better than love, because friendship last forever=]

2008-02-01T00:32:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling so super lousy now. All of a suuden without any reason. My chest feel as if there is a very heavy rock on it. I can really breathe well... I dun like this feeling... ...

2008-01-31T23:44:00.000-08:00

Bubu is so naughty today.
He keep barking at my grandma when she walked past him,
And he even went into her room to leave her a pressie,
A big paddle of pee!!!
And she step on his pee!
Lol so funny!

But he got punish for doing that, he knocked himself into a vase just now
because my dad put a plastic bag over his head
And he got scared and struggled.
While struggling he knocked into the vase beside him.
Poor thing, he look so scared.

Okay enought about bubu,
my friends all seem stress,
some worried,
some unhappy,
some tired,
only some are happy.
I guess that's just JC life.
LIFELESS...
anyway take care guys!!!
I will support you all de! meet up soon!!!

I'm going to tiong bahru alone tmr again=[
sian.. i began wondering if the treatment is useful...

2008-01-31T12:54:00.000-08:00

I had just mopped my whole house and i'm now super tired.
Bubu is sent for grooming so now the house is quite quiet.

My mom is still very busy,
Not doing houseworks but is making socks for bubu
So that he can wear and run around the entire house.
Ha ha everyone does care about bubu
Even though they keep saying he is very ma fan=]
Adeline and Alicia is coming over my house to see bubu later
And i will go join them for lunch later at lot 1.

Hey guys can u all pls update me on the plannings,
Be it s17 or my friends(sec sch).
I'm so sad when i din know anything about what is going on...
Luckily charlene got ask me if i want to join them for kbox next wed
Which i have been waiting for!!!
OMG i can finally go sing le!!!

I'm enjoying my life slacking at home,
Playing with bubu,
Reading my storybooks,
Watching television,
Chatting with my sister=]
I really love my life now!

pls update me=[